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I need your help, I love him but it’s complexed…
This is my senior year at school and I’m still in love with the guy I fell for 3 years ago. I know it sounds pathetic but that’s it, I can’t change it. The reason it never happened was because something always held me back. He was popular and outgoing, staying out late with his friends, while my parents would never let me go to a disco, for example. And I always felt I wasn’t good enough for him. Many times I thought I just made it all up but when he talked to me or simply looked at me across the room, I couldn’t help but feel this way. And now this year, before the school year’s beginning, I promised myself I’d let it all go. For the first few weeks we didn’t talk much. Then yesterday in class, as I was sitting near him, we talked for a few seconds. I said something small but it seemed to really touch him, he looked at me in such a way, I just don’t know how to describe it, he looked moved. I know no one - neither my friends, nor anyone from my class would look this way if I had said it to them. It sounds weird and yet that’s the way it looked to me, I could be mistaken but still… And today, I could sense him looking at me but I was so afraid to look back… So this is it, basically. What should I do now?
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