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Thanks, and i might aswell use this post to explain why i remove these poems after 24 hours.

I used to post here under another name, i changed this to legion, becouse so far no one has linked me to this name, so i am infact completely anonymous at this point.

However during the time i had the other name, someone managed to link one of my poems to my real name. This got leaked, i found copies in bars, schools, the street. I was spat upon and pretty much outcasted from all social life. A few even threatend to kill me couse i was a loser in their eyes.

I beat them too it. There’s seriously people confused how i’m still alive. However this also now forces me to walk in the shadows, as people no longer see me as a human being but as that loser that tried to kill himself.

Now i could stop posting here, and forever keep my silence, but my poems are the only way i’ve got left to express myself, if i quit this i’ll be dead within a month.

Much to the delight of some of the people in this city. I will not give them the pleasure of watching me fade away and die.

It’s been like this for the last 7 years, “Been depressed for 16″. and yes thats most of my life. And as of yet there’s no hope in it changing direction. I know that
i will mostlikely reach a point where i once again lose it. And that might be my end.
But like it says, my greatest fear is dieing and fading away without ever having someone to call my own.

So here’s my latest poem, you mostlikely won’t enjoy reading it. But i hope it opens some eyes.