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I have always been a very happy person up until 2 years ago.
I had a life changing experience trying to quit doing drugs. I have always been a loner and tried going to rehab to quit doing drugs, but having to interact with the other addicts in the rehab gave me anxiety so I had to leave. Instead of going to rehab to quit doing drugs I moved 6 hours away and locked myself in the house. I have been sober for two years. I have been depressed since I quit doing drugs and I also have a disconnection from people not just strangers anymore, but people who are very dear to me. I can’t get a job because of my job history is pretty much lacking because I was out of work for so long and I guess no one wants to take that chance. I have made my boyfriend hate me by not going to his family functions because I would rather stay in bed and be depressed. It is very hard for me to get out of bed and start the day when I know all I have to look forward to is anxiety. I feel like I’m lacking passion and interest in things that I know I use to care about. Is this treatable? Does this sound like apathy?
I have been clean from drugs for two years and I thought that I would be back to normal by now and atleast be a functioning member of society. If anyone comments thanks for your post. :) I need someone to talk to, I feel like I have no one.
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