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I have always been a very happy person up until 2 years ago.

I had a life changing experience trying to quit doing drugs. I have always been a loner and tried going to rehab to quit doing drugs, but having to interact with the other addicts in the rehab gave me anxiety so I had to leave. Instead of going to rehab to quit doing drugs I moved 6 hours away and locked myself in the house. I have been sober for two years. I have been depressed since I quit doing drugs and I also have a disconnection from people not just strangers anymore, but people who are very dear to me. I can’t get a job because of my job history is pretty much lacking because I was out of work for so long and I guess no one wants to take that chance. I have made my boyfriend hate me by not going to his family functions because I would rather stay in bed and be depressed. It is very hard for me to get out of bed and start the day when I know all I have to look forward to is anxiety. I feel like I’m lacking passion and interest in things that I know I use to care about. Is this treatable? Does this sound like apathy?
I have been clean from drugs for two years and I thought that I would be back to normal by now and atleast be a functioning member of society. If anyone comments thanks for your post. :) I need someone to talk to, I feel like I have no one.

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

You need to come out that depression and fight to get over it. Don’t stay in the house when your boyfriend invites you to family functions.

Is anyone helping you find a job.?

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (5 minutes after post)

By the way, congratulations on being sober two years. It takes a lot to stay sober and you have done it.

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JoJo offline Verified User (3 years) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
Fort Collins, CO, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (16 minutes after post)

Congrats on quitting drugs! That is quite an accomplishment and it must have taken a tremendous amount of strength to get through that detox time. A lot of times people start doing drugs because of things like depression and anxiety. You said you’ve been depressed since you quit doing drugs, were you happy before doing drugs? Why did you get into drugs? It sounds like you may have depression and it would be a good idea to talk to a counselor and/or a psychiatrist about the best way to treat it.

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anythingpoke offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (17 minutes after post)

Thanks for your post. My boyfriend tried to get me a job serving table with him and they did not want to hire me because of my lack of employment history.

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (18 minutes after post)

Keep on pounding the pavement for a job. Even though some people say there are no jobs, if you look hard enough, you will find one.

http://jobs.com/

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delaho offline Verified User (3 weeks, 2 days) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks, 2 days ago (2 weeks, 4 days after post)

First of all, you need to see someone about your depression and other problems. I commend you for being sober for two years, but dont beat yourself up about the job thing. No one can find a job these days, but its no excuse for not doing productive things to work towards where you want to be. One of the reasons why you probably had issues with your work situation is because of your depression. 1) volunteer- to gain experience, especially working with people with drug addiction- it shows employers that you have really gained control over your addiction. 2) Go to school- get your feet wet and find something that really makes you happy. 3)Learn at home- learn a language, how to play the piano, take up a hobbie you might be able to parlay into a business, …just do something! Dont sit there and watch soaps all day long like a lot of people do, wasting away their life. There are so many things you can do to better yourself and show an employer that you are serious about working.

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