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In the past 2 weeks…
my car broke down. The mechanic said it would cost $1500 to fix.
A man on kijiji sold me a newer car giving me a list of what it needed done for the mechanic. I payed him.. took the car to the shop.He was lying. It would cost 4 times what I payed for the car, to get repaired. I. Called him and he said ‘thats what you get for buying As Is’ I now have no car.
… Working at a corner store to pay rent. 5 days ago, they fired me. Money went missing and they think I stole it. .. I can’t find another job, even with my college diploma.
My wisdom teeth have erupted. I can’t afford the surgery and am no longer covered.
This has amplified an infection..and I’m stuck in bed with strep throat and a flu.
My father called me to tell me what an idiot I am for tusting a stranger with a car.
My grandma who is also my landlady just told me I can’t do laundry in her basement anymore Because She checked on my apartment when I was gone and it was a mess.
A pipe burst.. under my sink and I cannot do dishes.
My cat scratched the **** out of my hand, and I can’t affor to get him fixed yet.
Tomorrows my birthday. Ill be 22. And I’m dreading it.
I’m miserable..and everyone keeps yelling at me and telling me how irresponsible I am.
I just want to hide somewhere in a cave.. or just sleep. Sleep through the winter. I’m the youngest in my family.. everyone has their own lives. I have nowhere to go..and no one to help me.
And this past couple of weeks is just present ridiculousness. September was Awful too.
A funeral, a massive fight with my parnters parents, moving into an apartment with mice and mold, it never ending. I’ve been waiting for life to get better my Whole life.
I keep getting screwed over.
And I don’t ever bother anyone. I’m a musician. I’m recording with a band in toronto. They’re waiting for me..and I can’t get there.
I used to be so enthusiastic.. and I have nothing left. I’m breaking.
What can I do!
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