i sometimes hate myself,

crazy711mdlay

i sometimes hate myself,

i am constantly in raging swings of depressed and not depressed,
i hate that i cant do anything with my life,
my old flame and most of my friends dont talk to me anymore,
and i feel i have less and less every day,
so what do i do,
how do i fix this,
what has happpened to me,
who is there to blame other than myself,
where can i go,
why are things like this, why me

and why all these other **** questions that i have

I CANT EXPLAIN MY FEELINGS, I CANT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL, AND I THINK THERS FEW PPL WHO UNDERSTAND THIS VOID!
********, HELP ME!

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Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (2 minutes after post)

1: You either fix whats causing said depression, or, you try not to think about it.
2: same as 1:.
3: Hells if I knew, do opposite of part 2 of number 1:.
4: Whomever caused opposite of part 2 of number 1:.
5: Psychologist?
6: It happens to –EVERYONE–

7.5: you like questions.

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crosenblum 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (23 minutes after post)

1. You are not alone…..we all have good and bad days…
2. Be with freinds and family let them know you need their support..helped me alot!

It’s okay to have bad days…just remember that good days happen too!

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Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (24 minutes after post)

Quite so.

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crazy711mdlay 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (26 minutes after post)

(0_0), thanx i guess, but my family rarely makes me feel better if anything they tend to make me feel worse….

crazy711mdlay edited this post 1 month, 1 week ago. Read the previous text »

i sometimes hate myself,
i am constantly in raging swings of depressed and not depressed,
i hate that i cant do anything with my life,
my old flame and most of my friends dont talk to me anymore,
and i feel i have less and less every day,
so what do i do,
how do i fix this,
what has happpened to me,
who is there to blame other than myself,
where can i go,
why are things like this, why me

and why all these other **** questions that i have

Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (42 minutes after post)

Why exactly do you feel bad in the first place?

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crosenblum 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (44 minutes after post)

Then try to find better friends or those you trust to support you…

The main point is to find support…and keep building them…and rely on them as they do you…

Help me with: I need to get some real life friends….But all my friends are online…I don’t know how to get real life friends…been

crazy711mdlay 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (46 minutes after post)

Probably cus i am a pathetic worthless piece of meat, i do nothing to improve but i will occasionaly ***** and moan, i have no success in my life, i have no ambitions, i let everyone down, i am afraid of failure, i feel no one understands me, my old flame doesnt want anything to do with me, my friends tend to ignore me, i am tierd of trying to please others and failing miserably, i am tierd of being my worthless self, i need to fix this void that consumes and depresses me!

Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (47 minutes after post)

Define “flame”

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crazy711mdlay 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (49 minutes after post)

if i could show you my rolling eyes i would, (sigh) i mean my ex-boyfriend….

Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (50 minutes after post)

Ah. How old are the two of ye.

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crazy711mdlay 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (53 minutes after post)

we are adults, both 21 , but why would that matter?

Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (54 minutes after post)

Not sure I would count 21 as adult. But anywho, did you try talking it out with them? Why don’t they want to have anything to do with you?

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crazy711mdlay 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 1 week ago (57 minutes after post)

im not sure, after a while the communication just stopped, even if i send him a message online he wont reply, he just tends to avoid me more and more, i try to give him what he wants but it wasnt any good……… he doesnt want to hang out, he doesnt want to talk or chat or anything… i guess i really am just worthless

Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (1 hour, 1 minute after post)

You aren’t worthless. The guys just a bastard if you did all that for him. Find someone new, I mean liek srsly, there’s tons of nice guys out there, we just aren’t that easy to locate. Go hang out with friends and act normal and you might meet a special person.

_NEXTQUESTION_
And why do you think of yourself as worthless?

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Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 1 week ago (1 hour, 22 minutes after post)

Also I do understand what you’re going through, I went thought it a few times.

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