Is this all there is to life?

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Is this all there is to life?

IS THIS IT? Was i put on this earth just to struggle? To wait for the next set of bills that cant be paid. To get rejected from interviews for jobs that get given to school children. To have a new f*#*#* up situation thrust upon me day after day. To be around people that call themselves my family or friends to my face yet they attack me like ravenous pit bulls behind my back. Wheres the happiness? The sense of belonging? The sense of achievement and all that s*#* because i dont feel any of that. I only feel like a worthless failure and this intense sense of loneliness. I dont maintain, i dont live, i merely breath and exist and to tell the truth i dont think i want to endure this much longer. I mean would death not be easier? Just to leave all this behind me. I dont know because it sounds like a pritty bloody good option to me!

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calemus 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (6 minutes after post)

welcome to the club
how long have you been a member?

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Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

*shrug* Pretty much.

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calemus 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (8 minutes after post)

ahhhh
but on a serious note
i live in ohio of usa
sounds like u need a friend
if u were around i would sugest we meet up and i could treat u to a coffe or something
by the sounds of it u r from UK and thats not guna happen
i would offer to be a pen pal
but somehoe i asume that wouldnt help u
an i honestly wonder how long it would last

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Richard Cor de Lyon 20 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (16 minutes after post)

I wrote a book, called “Can someone please tell me why my life sucks?!” I’d love to share a free ebook copy with you. If you are interested just let me know. If you’d like to know more about the book check out my MySpace…. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?…

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Sir Tannen 76 #
Emeryville, CA, US | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (18 minutes after post)

Holy crap myspace pusher kill em’!!!

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douglas.kour #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (23 minutes after post)

start improving your life one little step at a time. If your friends and family are talking crap behind your back, make it a personal vendetta to prove them wrong. The easiest way to start feeling better about life/yourself is to exercise routinely and improve your diet. Just try running/walking to bust stress and start eating some better crunchy foods…you’d be suprised how much that can help.

On a mental note, spend an hour or two typing/writing all of the thoughts that go through your head…let everything out, and then save it. Look back at it a few days/week later and try and find positives in your life. Some people seem to just snowball into depression/worthlessness when it might not be as bad.

Finally spiritually…find God. Go sit in a church, close your eyes, and just listen. Despite what some people think, there is a God, and HE has a plan for all of us. Just listen to your subconscience and see what you hear. Sometimes it will take a few sit downs, but im pretty sure HE wants to talk to you.

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courtybubble 188 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (36 minutes after post)

there is as much to your life as you make it. if youre not happy, change your situation. thats really what it all boils down to, in a nutshell.

also, douglas.kour: preaching on this site is not welcome. if you will check out the FAQ, section 19, you will find the policy on religion explained in there.

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calemus 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month, 2 weeks ago (4 hours, 7 minutes after post)

i most definatly agree with the last paragraph made by douglas.kour

his first 2 paragraphs i would word diffrently , but they do have value

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atkins #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (1 week, 6 days after post)

To Anonymous: It is important to understand that you are not alone in your thinking. Many people question the meaning of life and the reason why every person suffers, either emotionally or physically, at some point in their life. It is important to realize that there is nothing wrong in the way you think. Don’t allow people to judge you to their way of thinking. We all strive to please other people to the extent that we become emotionally lost and we look for answers within ourselves. Family members can be our worst enemies and you don’t have to accept their hurtful actions. Just because they are family, it doesn’t mean they have a right to cause you pain and suffering. Choose your friends carefully. There are good people out there. You will feel better when you accept yourself for what you are, not for what people want you to be. Don’t allow the judgemental self righteous to force their own opinions on you. You are unique, you are special, you are your own best friend and you are not alone.

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