i haven’t been happy in such a long time i don’t really know if i can be.
i know it sounds cliche. i am tired all the time and i keep getting headaches- i constantly feel run down and eveyrhitng is so hard. what makes it so much harder is i have no way of getting better but “time” its been so long, i cnt even member who i was-
i used to be happy but now i find it so difficult to be around my friends coz they expect me to be happy and i just can’t be. the expect it but no-one wants to help, i suppose there really isnt much anyone can say but being aknowledged would be nice. im not being totally attention seeking the only people who know how i feel is my best friend..
well sort of. he picks and choses when i matter. and my bf who, doesnt help me at all.
i think my feelings confuse him and scare him and he doesnt like to deal with them. i don’t blame him really-
i tried talking to my mum she got annoyed with me and stopped talking to me and watched tv instead.. i guess i dnt really have any one else. i think i just needed to talk but this is such a long post i doubt anyone will read it- maybe i just need to feel like im talking to somone even if im not…
its quite pathetic bt if you got this far thanks for reading-
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