Love help: A trip inside Singer’s mind.

SingerInPurple

A trip inside Singer’s mind.

I HATE goodbyes. I hate them so so much.
“The only thing constant in life is change”.

I transfered schools = goodbye to every single one of my friends
My parents do not know how to act like parents = me being on my own a lot

So much has happened, but lets not talk about that… The thing is that I don’t know what to do to be happy. I want to be happy.

Everytime I close my eyes I see this place…it’s completely black outside and the stars are shining up in the sky with the moon. I can see the reflection of the sky on the sea but line beween the sea and the sky is blurred, which makes me feel as if it’s just a dream. I can hear the waves as they gently crash onto the sand or boat or wherever I am in my head. There is a cool wind that blows around me…then I start to cry and I open my eyes…

Why does everything feel like this.

Deep breaths.
Deep breaths.

My eyebrows clench together. The corners of my mouth turn down. I cant do this. I can’t do this! I CAN’T DO THIS.

I’m just so tired, but I can’t sleep.
p.s. I never loved him and I never will.

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SingerInPurple invited 25 users to read this post 4 weeks ago.

Help me with: What should I do?

Spike Spiegel 7 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks ago (5 minutes after post)

you are good man can i send it to my g-friend

Help me with: do any one knows how i can contact eva vartes (by email only)

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks ago (7 minutes after post)

Spike Spiegel wrote:
you are good man can i send it to my g-friend

thanks, and go ahead.

Help me with: What should I do?

lucy_h 1 #
An Unknown Location | 4 weeks ago (2 hours, 13 minutes after post)

Ughh I know how that is :( Unfortunately I don’t have any good advice for you, only to let you know to keep fighting. Listen to encouraging songs, not songs that feed your unhappiness. Try “No Giving Up” by Crossfade (even if you don’t like the sound of it, the lyrics are very good).

Keep fighting. It’s worth it in the end, I think.

Help me with: I feel like I have so little to live for.

Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks ago (2 hours, 17 minutes after post)

That little descriptions is honestly one of the most beautiful things I’ve read singer. I don’t give out compliments like that often. It reminds me of the way I think and the way I write. I keep reading this over…searching for my own meanings in the words.

I know exactly how you feel.

I’m so lost these days too.

And you seem to understand exactly what it means. This piece is already very dear to me.

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

bluflames83 12 #
An Unknown Location | 4 weeks ago (4 hours, 28 minutes after post)

deep breaths are good. keep your eyes closed and find clarity in the blurr but keep breathing

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SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks ago (10 hours, 21 minutes after post)

lucy_h wrote:
Keep fighting. It’s worth it in the end, I think.

I like how u said “I think”…it makes me want to find out. Thanks Lucy, I appreciate the reply :)

Snar wrote:
That little descriptions is honestly one of the most beautiful things I’ve read singer. I don’t give out compliments like that often. It reminds me of the way I think and the way I write. I keep reading this over…searching for my own meanings in the words.

I know exactly how you feel.

I’m so lost these days too.

And you seem to understand exactly what it means. This piece is already very dear to me.

:D I never thought the day would come where Snar would compliment me. You don’t know how much that means coming from you.

bluflames83 wrote:
deep breaths are good. keep your eyes closed and find clarity in the blurr but keep breathing

Breathing is the only thing that’s keeping me going. That and my ability to not care about anything.

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HARVARDgirl!! :) 212 #
An Unknown Location | 4 weeks ago (16 hours, 16 minutes after post)

i need some time 2 think about it…i’ll reply u as soon as i find something good 2 say…but the picture u described is full of tranquility :) before u cry of course ;)

Help me with: hi every one,how r u?

Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 6 days ago (22 hours, 55 minutes after post)

“Breathing is the only thing that’s keeping me going. That and my ability to not care about anything. “

Can you stop being me? :P

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 5 days ago (1 day, 23 hours after post)

Snar wrote:
“Breathing is the only thing that’s keeping me going. That and my ability to not care about anything. “

Can you stop being me? :P

lol, I’m actually secretly you :P

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Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 5 days ago (2 days, 13 hours after post)

Don’t **** with my head now lady…

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 2 days ago (4 days, 23 hours after post)

Snar wrote:
Don’t **** with my head now lady…

Are you calling yourself a lady? Ha!

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Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 2 days ago (5 days, 15 hours after post)

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:
Don’t **** with my head now lady…

Are you calling yourself a lady? Ha!

Lame joke! Lame!!!!

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 1 day ago (5 days, 21 hours after post)

Snar wrote:

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:
Don’t **** with my head now lady…

Are you calling yourself a lady? Ha!

Lame joke! Lame!!!!

ur mom’s lame! xP

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Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks, 1 day ago (6 days, 4 hours after post)

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:
Don’t **** with my head now lady…

Are you calling yourself a lady? Ha!

Lame joke! Lame!!!!

ur mom’s lame! xP

Yeah well…u..um…ur a poop-head.

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks ago (6 days, 17 hours after post)

Snar wrote:

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:
Don’t **** with my head now lady…

Are you calling yourself a lady? Ha!

Lame joke! Lame!!!!

ur mom’s lame! xP

Yeah well…u..um…ur a poop-head.

ur mom’s a poop-head. Oh snap! Double diss!!

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Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks ago (6 days, 23 hours after post)

Lol why dont you go on msn sometime instead of forcing me to respond to these ridiculous insults XD

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 weeks, 2 days ago (1 week, 4 days after post)

Snar wrote:
Lol why dont you go on msn sometime instead of forcing me to respond to these ridiculous insults XD

I forgot ur msn thing x.x

Help me with: What should I do?

Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 weeks, 2 days ago (1 week, 4 days after post)

Are you serious -_-… its basically the same as my aim…

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 weeks ago (2 weeks after post)

Snar wrote:
Are you serious -_-… its basically the same as my aim…

I remember now! But it won’t let me log onto msn…I dunno what to do!

Help me with: What should I do?

Snar 36 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 weeks ago (2 weeks after post)

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:
Are you serious -_-… its basically the same as my aim…

I remember now! But it won’t let me log onto msn…I dunno what to do!

Gahhhh not cool! not cool!

Help me with: I sometimes want to float away.

SingerInPurple 9 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 week, 5 days ago (2 weeks, 2 days after post)

Snar wrote:

SingerInPurple wrote:

Snar wrote:
Are you serious -_-… its basically the same as my aim…

I remember now! But it won’t let me log onto msn…I dunno what to do!

Gahhhh not cool! not cool!

ok, so I go to msn.com and then what do I do?

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