Love help: i go before the law in a few weeks to given a date and how long i pull time.but my last words will be this.tell me what you think. - Help.com

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i go before the law in a few weeks to given a date and how long i pull time.but my last words will be this.tell me what you think.

god sent me a man from the heavens above all we ever had was each other to love he was always sick and over the years he got sicker and sicker we had so many tears not just bye pain lungs and mind but bye his lonely heart he carries inside their was no one to help or no one who cared all we had was each other and that we shared i tried the right way again and again just didn’t work so i am in trouble again don’t get me wrong i am not ashamed of what i did because all i wanted was for him just to live i went to our systems beg and cried for help no money still waiting on his checks our self
well the wait is over month before he dies
waited to late now we sit and cry
my husband of 37 years died in may
i loved him more then my life this i would say
would have took his sickness if their would have been a way
but on the 27th god took him that day
he died at home with me bye his side
not a night or day goes bye that i don’t wish i was with him
in stead i am alone just god and me i miss him but i know my price is for love so when i pay this price
then only one who can judge will be god his self
so what is god but love what would you have done
better or worse sickness or health i stood for this in front of god his self so i am ready to go for what i have done god will walk me through every day his self i love you ray this was for you no matter what it was and will only be you

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Just Adam offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (41 minutes after post)

What is this for?

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Dr. Ralph online Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 76 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (45 minutes after post)

They don’t want to hear that crap. Yes sir and no sir is all you ever say. Take a bible with you, they eat it up.

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (45 minutes after post)

changing papers to get med. altering to many times looking at 5 to 10 years.just want the judge to know my crime was for love.53 years old big threat

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Just Adam offline Verified User (1 year, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (49 minutes after post)

I am sure you can get it knocked down, probably, depending where you’re at, you’re depressed, and that lead for you not being responsible for your actions, etc… lol I dunno.

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (52 minutes after post)

yes and no n.c. bad place to get in trouble.been to many times have lawyer.went to another see if anyway says no i guess i have to wait and see at least my husband want have to be here to see it

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (55 minutes after post)

they don’t want to here it but before they lock me up i will say it.i know what you are saying.they could care less.but thats life this day and time.all i can do is wait

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flabbie offline Verified User (1 month, 2 weeks) Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (56 minutes after post)

well, its ok…what you say is true…only God can judge you…do you know that the knowledge that God gave to human is only a drop of the sea…so dont care…maybe you suffer here but you will shine “there”…

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Dr. Ralph online Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 76 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (1 hour, 3 minutes after post)

You need a lawyer to speak for you. You just look sad and old and sorry and clutch that Bible. It was the healthcare industries’ fault your honor…

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (1 hour, 7 minutes after post)

lawyers here not much judge is about putting people in jail.but i will make it or go down trying.

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Dr. Ralph online Verified User (1 year, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 76 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (1 hour, 20 minutes after post)

Lawyers eat lunch with judges and delay your case and you stay straight and be good while your lawyer keeps delaying and charging and buying lunch and then his buddy the judge thinks you actually will obey the law. Then do it.

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (1 hour, 26 minutes after post)

just want a chance.don’t have to do it anymore.what i did it for is not with me.i would have done anything for him.now no reason.thanks for giving something to think about.talk to you tomorrow.call it a night.thank’s

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BIG AL 1 online Verified User (1 month, 1 week) Shouts: 427 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks, 3 days ago (1 week after post)

You have the right to remain silent - use it!

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks, 3 days ago (1 week after post)

was told today 5years starting after new years.it will be alright i know why i am a fighter not someone who gives up.god is on my side no matter what.to late now for what i wanted i pay the price but it was worth it

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2008butc online Verified User (2 weeks, 5 days) Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 2 weeks, 5 days ago (1 week, 5 days after post)

just tell him, in your shoes would he and evryone else do ,what you done, which you were right to do, whatever the outcome, walk tall, hold you head up high,

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ray48teres offline Verified User (1 month, 3 weeks) Shouts: 4 #
An Unknown Location | 2 weeks, 5 days ago (1 week, 5 days after post)

thanks some people don’t understand.if you really love someone you just couldn’t watch it.but i will win in the long run we will be together again.i wait for that day with all my heart.. again thanks for caring.

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