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i had this argument with my mother about me not washing my clothes, i got frustrated and told her i could take care of things myself, for which she over reacted and one thing led to another and i was beaten up, i screamed, that was the only thing that annoyed my parents and i intended to use that. this happened three weeks back and i haven’t spoken to either of them since then. now, two days back, my brother wanted the TV and i was watching a fav show, so when i did not give him the remote he pulled out the cable and threw it away, i got offended and threw the remote at him because i couldn’t fix the cable and i so badly wanted to watch the show. and then he beat me up and strangled me, and my mum when she returned never asked about what happened. i still am having bruises all over my body and it hurts. not just the physical pain but the indifference they show towards me. i am also undergoing this strange sensation of feeling guilty when i happy, i dont feel like eating though i am hungry and i am losing weight, i feel tired and i am irritated all the time. i just want to get out of this place. this is a hell hole.
anyways, i dont know why i put it up here. but it has made me feel better, to get it all out, cause i have been feeling lonely all the time since this thing.

i dont feel alive anymore.

i had this argument with my mother about me not washing my clothes, i got frustrated and told her i could take care of things myself, for which she over reacted and one thing led to another and i was beaten up, i screamed, that was the only thing that annoyed my parents and i intended to use that. this happened three weeks back and i haven’t spoken to either of them since then. now, two days back, my brother wanted the TV and i was watching a fav show, so when i did not give him the remote he pulled out the cable and threw it away, i got offended and threw the remote at him because i couldn’t fix the cable and i so badly wanted to watch the show. and then he beat me up and strangled me, and my mum when she returned never asked about what happened. i still am having bruises all over my body and it hurts. not just the physical pain but the indifference they show towards me. i am also undergoing this strange sensation of feeling guilty when i am happy, i dont feel like eating though i am hungry and i am losing weight, i feel tired and i am irritated all the time. i just want to get out of this place. this is a hell hole.
anyways, i dont know why i put it up here. but it has made me feel better, to get it all out, cause i have been feeling lonely all the time since this thing.

help! i am hurt.

i had this argument with my mother about me not washing my clothes, i got frustrated and told her i could take care of things myself, for which she over reacted and one thing led to another and i was beaten up, i screamed, that was the only thing that annoyed my parents and i intended to use that. this happened three weeks back and i haven’t spoken to either of them since then. now, two days back, my brother wanted the TV and i was watching a fav show, so when i did not give him the remote he pulled out the cable and threw it away, i got offended and threw the remote at him because i couldn’t fix the cable and i so badly wanted to watch the show. and then he beat me up and strangled me, and my mum when she returned never asked about what happened. i still am having bruises all over my body and it hurts. not just the physical pain but the indifference they show towards me. i am also undergoing this strange sensation of feeling guilty when i am happy, i dont feel like eating though i am hungry and i am losing weight, i feel tired and i am irritated all the time. i just want to get out of this place. this is a hell hole.
anyways, i dont know why i put it up here. but it has made me feel better, to get it all out, cause i have been feeling lonely all the time since this thing.

help!! i am hurt.

i had this argument with my mother about me not washing my clothes, i got frustrated and told her i could take care of things myself, for which she over reacted and one thing led to another and i was beaten up, i screamed, that was the only thing that annoyed my parents and i intended to use that. this happened three weeks back and i haven’t spoken to either of them since then. now, two days back, my brother wanted the TV and i was watching a fav show, so when i did not give him the remote he pulled out the cable and threw it away, i got offended and threw the remote at him because i couldn’t fix the cable and i so badly wanted to watch the show. and then he beat me up and strangled me, and my mum when she returned never asked about what happened. i still am having bruises all over my body and it hurts. not just the physical pain but the indifference they show towards me. i am also undergoing this strange sensation of feeling guilty when i am happy, i dont feel like eating though i am hungry and i am losing weight, i feel tired and i am irritated all the time. i just want to get out of this place. this is a hell hole.
anyways, i dont know why i put it up here. but it has made me feel better, to get it all out, cause i have been feeling lonely all the time since this thing.