Nothing seems to matter.

gypsy-corner

Nothing seems to matter.

I feel like I’m just running on empty anymore I feel terrible like all the time. I’ve been cutting alot recently and yesterday I cut at work…alot tbh. SO much it went through my pant legs. I had black on but I could still like feel it all wet and then I put my hand down it was…yeah. I couldn’t even feel it when i cut so I went a little deeper and I know it was wrong but it made things go a little easier. I want to do it now!! I seriously dont know what to do. I’m stuck and idk which way is up.

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (1 minute after post)

what’s going on?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (3 minutes after post)

Nothing tbh. Like nothing new has changed and things were going ok for awhile it’s just the past few days have been just terrible. It doesn’t make sense really. I thought I was getting over everything.

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (5 minutes after post)

have u seen a doc?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (6 minutes after post)

yeah i’ve seen a few

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (10 minutes after post)

What’s happened lately to make you regress into your old habits?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (15 minutes after post)

Just kinda finally getting fed up with everything. I kinda told some people what I thought..kinda got things off my chest witht them and now I feel kinda bad about it. Things at home are getting kinda bad again and people at work kinda found out about the cutting which I’ve NEVER cut at work like that ever and so idk I’m kinda paranoid about everyone knowing i guess. Stuff with my ex keeps comeing up and the person I thought was my best friend kinda betrayed me.

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (16 minutes after post)

Don’t you have anybody you can confide in person? Someone to talk to? Use somebody as a sounding board? Someone just to listen to you?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (18 minutes after post)

I thought maybe so but it turns out that I was just foolin myself

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (19 minutes after post)

Do you actually see things as being so bleak that you cannot overcome them?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (20 minutes after post)

Right now yes

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funnyma #
An Unknown Location | 1 month ago (22 minutes after post)

fine kill yourself see if i care

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (22 minutes after post)

Where do you work?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (24 minutes after post)

at a hospital…ironic huh?

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (25 minutes after post)

At this hospital, don’t they have free referrals to a good psychiatrist? I’m thinking maybe the ones you have seen are not that good. What do you think?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (28 minutes after post)

IDK the one I’m seeing now I really do like, it’s just she is like 1 1/2 hours away and only in on fridays so it makes it kinda hard to see her. I’m just kinda fed up with spending all my money on something that doesn’t work. Going more in debt with medical bills just to find out that the person I’m paying can’t do anything. That the medication they put me on is bunk ya know? Why bother with that?

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 month ago (31 minutes after post)

Are you saying they gave placebos?

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (32 minutes after post)

littlenick wrote:
Are you saying they gave placebos?

No im just saying it didn’t work for me

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (34 minutes after post)

Then just talk to somebody else. Or better yet, do a blog and let it all out.

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (35 minutes after post)

I have a blog i write ALL the time online and like at home. It’s so frustratiing cause people give really good suggestions and I seriously DO try them but idk…they don’t work for me. I still feel miserable and I can’t keep doing it.

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littlenick 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (36 minutes after post)

As long as you keep writing on your blog, it will help you release and maybe exorcise those demons you may have inside of you that don’t want to let go.

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gypsy-corner 45 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (38 minutes after post)

Yeah I hope ur right

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linuxya 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (42 minutes after post)

You cut because it distracts you from anxiety.

Better coping skills for anxiety are vigorous exercise and committing to small, regular goals and persisting until you achieve them (ie. take a class in martial arts, swimming, dancing, ANYTHING that requires concentrating and interacting with people).

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