A Confused Mind And A Breaking Heart…
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All For Her
“All for the one i dreamt
I made myself to dream to the place where i never thought i will go,
I had the dream to reach for the place i never thought i will go,
I lived myself for the one who i never thought i will find,
I still live for the one who i never thought would leave me,
Days may change, times may pass, life has to move on,
Days did changed, time did changed, and you too did changed,
Why can’t you be the same?
Why did i remained the same?
I don’t know…….
I know now you are now way too far to reach,
But, my heart doesn’t know it,
It still beating for you,
which you don’t know,
which noone know,
…….
…..which is fading away now…
its too late now,
its too sad now,
is it over now,
or my hope will stays now,
i never know…
whether i still breathe
you never know..
you never care
I never care myself…”
Losing My Grip
“Feels just like lost everything…
Feels just like giving up….
Feels just like end of my life….
But…i won’t….
As long as i breathe …
As long as i live…
As longs as these scratches you made in my heart remains….
I won’t forget you….as long as i live….
not with these tears of not being with you..
not with these fears of losing you…
not with the pain of things you said to me…
but with the memory of the days we had…
with the feelings we shared…
with the hope that you will find me again…
….”
My Tears Of Yesterday
“The world i imagined is the same…
nothing did change,
it stil the same,
i’m going the way i came…
words are only words
they don’t make a change,
not did change you
not going change me
all the love had with you
is only left with me
all that i wish that someone to be with me true,
i know it not going to happen,
and you know i never gonna give up,
nothing remains the same always,
even you,
nothing remain too far always
even me,
you found me only to teach me how to live lonely,
living4you is only a word to you
but when you gonna know you are my only world to me,
you never need to know,
i don’t need to know,
going somewher,
far from you,
farther from me,
……………
………………..”
Losing My Head
“These wounds won’t heal itself,
This pain is just too real,
This world is so dark now,
My love hurts now,
I am losing my head now….”
Chains of emotions running in my head,
Time to Break the chain or break myself,
Forgotten??
“You forgotten everything ……..
Just like them……
You forgotten my feelings……..
Just like them……
You forgotten our love……..
and…..
you ..you……forgot me………
I don’t miss you….
I miss the one who loved me…
I miss the one i loved…
What ever may happen,
I will face this pain alone,
I won’t be forgotten anymore,
I won’t let myself forgotten by anyone….. anymore.
My Tears are not for your eyes anymore…
My Secrets are not for your ears anymore…
My Feelings are not for your heart anymore…
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My Hope….
“If the one is the one just for me and only for me,
And if the one really loved me,
Then the one will find me…….someday….”
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The Endless Rain
…… finally ..coming to an end.
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