life?
wow. i feel a little overwhelmed. this is going to be a vent abo /ut the night i just had, so you definitly dont have to read this if you dont want to.
Its been a really surreal and intense night for me. the morning and school day seem so far away. After school i went to my friends housewith two of my other friends. we were all girls, and we were just hanging out and geting ready for this party that was supposed to happen in the city. we went over to meet up with the guys at like 6, and it was already dark and we went to this park. we were hanging out at the park (it was only like 6 of us) and then the guys started to get reallyyyy horny. we were all dressed for a party (which only started at 9, and we wanted to be like 1/2 an hour late) and so our boobs were kindof exposed. the guys were ALL over us, and i kindof let them feel me up a TINY bit, and we were jsut joking aorund and talking. we ended up playing truth or dare, and i hooked up with one of my close guy friends, and also two of my close girl friends (we kindof did a threeway.. and also individually). at like 9 we took the subway to the house where the party was supposed to be and got there at like 9 40. the party was on the roof of the girls house, but it really REALLY sucked, so we left with a bunch of other people. pretty soon everyone started splitting off and trying to re-work their night since the party was a bummer, and it turned out that it was only me and my two girl friends and our guy friend who were taking a cab back into brroklyn. we went to the park and hung out and then my friends dad ws gonna come pick her up because it was like midnight, so i asked if he could drop me off at hoem too. everyone left and it was just me and her waiting for her dad when she got an accidental text form him telling her her mom commited suicide. her mom had already been dead for a while btu they didnt know the reason. she started to cry and i hugged her and told her it was ok, and she was going on and on about how her mom could do that when she knew she had kids, and so on and so forth, and i felt so horrible an di was almost in tears. we sat on someones stoop until her dad came and when we got in the car he apologized and they had a heart to heart while i sat in the back and told them how sorry i was. meanwhile my friend who i didnt hook up with told me that he was at some burger joint with all my other friends and they were not having fun.
so that has been my night. i feel like its been insane, btu i dont know how insane it seems form the outside. it just seems like nothing wokred out the way it was supposed to, and everyone was confused. yet somehow i still feelas if it were fun?
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