friends help: I hate myself.. - Help.com

ok i know someone else similar to you. i know it is hard to get out of this negative state. like it must be really hard! boarding school would be hard! :( maybe you should go speak to a school couscelor or a techer.. a coolish one

i had that in my old school and things just got worse i have noone to talk to, i spend most my time just sitting thinking why am i living life, im not an emo or sucidal i just negative about everything, but soemtimes i can be really hyper and othes i can be really low, i have mixed emotions, and when someone p*sses me off i will lash out at them and run off and think why did i do that! i try talkin to councellors but they just make things worse

You need to find a form of self appreciation - I don’t normally advise such things like that to many, but in your case it may work. I don’t think you need to worry about what your friends or other people think of about you - you’re not a mind-reader. No sense in reading thier mind when when you need clarity in yours. You can’t waste time fighting people - it dosen’t work - you can’t force poeple to see it your way. The best you can do is find others that have overcome the same delimas that you have been through.
No matter what kind of school you’re in, do well. It will help you build your character and, thus, the way you feel about yourself. Who knows, by doing that, maybe someone special will ask you to help them with their homework. People will view you differently and in return you may feel differently about yourself.

thankyou i will try, but i am always low estieemed how ever u spell it x