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im 14 and i had anorexia since i was 12 and bulimia since i was 13.

i feel like im never gonna get better. i either starve myself each day with no food or water allowed or i binge and binge and throw it up. you would think i would be skinny by now but im not.im a cheerleader and the pressure is too much. my family doesnt care i havent talked to my sister in months and my mom hates me. im sick of life i want to die. i have to go throw up right now i binged all day now here comes the pain. should i just kill myself its a lot easier then standing over the toilet for 2 hours =[

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Central offline Verified User (1 month, 1 week) Shouts: 141 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks ago (12 minutes after post)

Have you ever seen Zoolander? And you don’t have to do this at all! Go talk to church… they could probably help you…

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks ago (22 minutes after post)

Talk to a shrink or a school counselor.

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signmycast offline Verified User (1 year, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
Dublin, 07, IE | 3 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

In your school there is more than likely someone assigned to help you. It is much easier for them to give you the help you need as we cannot do that much. We can only help a little.
The most important thing is that you need to talk to someone face to face.
You didn’t mention your dad. Is he around? How is your relationship with him?

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littlenick offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 126 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 weeks ago (24 minutes after post)

Middle schools have cheerleaders?

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levinbo offline Verified User (3 weeks) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks ago (32 minutes after post)

wow. that’s a tough situation and i feel for you. it’s true, your mom might hate u, but on the other hand u might be imagining that.
i do c something + here, tho. u seem to c it as a problem, which imho it is. so got an advantage over those who deny the problem.
there’s a lot of stuff of stuff online abt a/b, but some of it promoting it and some trying to help get deal with it. avoid the former and seek out the latter.

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ayla86 offline Verified User (3 weeks, 2 days) Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 weeks ago (1 hour, 5 minutes after post)

Sweetie, you need to talk to someone.. Do you have a nurse at your school you could talk to? She can put you in contact with a psychologist, or someone else you can talk to. Don’t go on lik this!

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courtybubble offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 176 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 weeks, 6 days ago (7 hours, 50 minutes after post)

you need to get help for this.
having these illnesses at such a young age is doing the most insane, permanent damage to your body.
not to mention your mental health.
these illnesses take everything from you. EVERYTHING.
you will lose cheerleading, your family, your friends, and your eating disorder will consume your life and every second of it.
till you die from it.
i was anorexic for nearly 10 years. so i know what im talkin about hun.
get help now, while you are still able to.

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Central offline Verified User (1 month, 1 week) Shouts: 141 #
An Unknown Location | 2 weeks, 6 days ago (20 hours, 32 minutes after post)

littlenick wrote:
Middle schools have cheerleaders?

Cheerleading is not just about the hot chicks nick. Its about cheering on your team! Although, high school girls aren’t the only ones woth b00bs these days.

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