I am completely depressed, upset, and have not much to live for.

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I am completely depressed, upset, and have not much to live for.

I am a 18 year old college student. Recently, I have been getting in a lot of trouble with my parents over a girl. I have been busted drinking, sneaking out, etc. My parents are russian born, and they cannot understand or even comprehend any kind of break in the rules or system. Smoking pot (which I just today got in trouble for, finally) is considered a serious drug addiction, and all i have been hearing for hte last week or so is how worthless i am, what a sack of **** i am, how sick they are of me, and how I am completely destroying the lives of my family. I am trying hard not to hurt anyone. I want my family to be happy. Now they are sending me to a psychiatrist, and drug rehab. i’m not going to smoke weed anymore anyway, i havent for a week now, because its burning holes in my wallet. i dont have a job and i cant get a job because i have some phyiscal impairments, and i have the full time college to worry aobut. i cant move out because of the fact that i have a job but i am afraid if i stay here it will drive me either to insanity, jail or suicide.

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littlenick 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (2 minutes after post)

Take it easy. Just breathe and see what happens. I don’t think is that bad. Just try to follow your parents’ rules and walk the straight line for a while. See how that goes. It’s not that bad.

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ilya.dobr #
An Unknown Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (5 minutes after post)

They want to put an ankle bracelet on me. I’m worried I wont get financial aid for my next semester, and then they said they would kick me out.

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littlenick 152 #
An Undisclosed Location | 4 weeks, 1 day ago (5 minutes after post)

Just go along with the program mate. Don’t rebel against them. Go with the flow.

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Anonymous #
4 weeks, 1 day ago (21 minutes after post)

Congats on beginning to quit smoking weed. I’m proud of you. I agree with littlenick, continue to try and do the best you can with what you have. You should be able to save a good amount of money if you continue to stay away from that stuff. I just got my boyfriend to quit and it’s been like a month and he’s already paying bills on time. You’d be suprised how much money you will save.

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