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My life is ruined.
I feel like I am in a very hopeless situation. I can’t seem to find a job. I have Bachelors in finance from a descent school and still can’t find anything. I’ve been unemployed for more than a year now. The only hope i had was passing this exam that i just took which is CFA (Chartered financial analyst). It is considered a golden standard in finance world and I didn’t study for it because i am crazy about finances… It’s just that i don’t think i have any other options. So, now i don’t feel like I passed that exam even though I studied for more than 6 month. If i wont pass i don’t know what i am gonna do!!!
And on top of all that I am madly in love with this girl that i dated more than year ago. I think it ended because i come from poverty and she comes from very upper class. So, it was going really well in the beginning, once it faded.. it was the end! I think it also faded because I was going through this crisis. I thought my life was going towards nowhere, so I wasn’t ready for a relationship either, not under those circumstances.. it kinda spoiled the romance! I tried not show it to her but in subtle way it did effect the relationship.
It kinda went all down hill for me after that. I was laid off from my job in two months after that. I also thought that she was going through a lot of things.. she just moved to the city, she was reconnecting with a lot of friends in a new city.
So, I thought maybe she wasn’t ready for a relationship at that point. I thought i will give another try at another time. Because i know we had something going on.
But now I am in such a deep **** that i don;t want to see anybody, and I cant even think about trying anything with her because under these circumstances i know i have zero chance and now i found that she got into relationship. That made me extremely depressed even though i knew sooner or later that would happen.
I know some of you will say that true love should prevail all those challenges but that only works in Disney movies. In real world it doesn’t work this way!!!
So, thats my story.. I am deeply in love and I am also in deep **** without any light at the end of the tunnel. It is completely hopeless and I don;t know how much longer i can take it…
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