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I want to get out get away move away

I hate living here, the people, the setting, the atmosphere. My heart is in the city, I want to meet new people, I’m so sick of the same old same old. Sometimes I even dream about being kidnapped, bad thing to post out on the internet but I sometimes I really think I wouldn’t mind, at least it would be a change. Argh. I’m seventeen, and recently dropped out of sixth form, which I guess was narrowing my horizons but I felt constantly trapped. There are so many things I want to do, but for some reason I can’t ever seem to just fit in and go with the flow. I always feel like I’m going against some kind of current or trying to push myself through the wrong shaped door. Overdramatic? Yes. I’m a teenager. I’m having a moment and I know it will pass but right now it feels like the worst thing in the world. People keep telling me to get help, but what is anyone going to do? I am the only one who can help myself and I’m getting impatient trying to figure out how. F**k this.

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Karenn offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 4 months ago (3 minutes after post)

Get a job and meet new people… renew your life… and start thinking differently… good luck

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3 years, 4 months ago (4 minutes after post)

I’d love to get a job but I live in the middle of nowhere, have no experience on my (very bare) CV and all the jobs have been snapped up. So stuck.

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Karenn offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 4 months ago (6 minutes after post)

How About voluntary work like for a charity… that would boost your cv and itd be something to do and itll make you feel good about yourself.

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Anonymous #
3 years, 4 months ago (9 minutes after post)

I did consider that but I’m worried about making a commitment to something because I have always struggled with attendance, lateness, bad motivation etc and I might let them down then feel worse about myself. I would love to though and it would boost my CV so yeah, it’s a pretty good idea, I’ll look around and see what voluntary stuff there is to do around here (probably not alot but worth a look)

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Anonymous #
3 years, 4 months ago (10 minutes after post)

For jobs like that do they check your mental health record though? If so, I am screwed.

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Karenn offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 4 months ago (14 minutes after post)

I guess but just research it … i doubt theyd turn down a volunteer

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Anonymous #
3 years, 4 months ago (37 minutes after post)

I think they would if they read my school record. I really have f**ked it up for myself.

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wildberryja offline Verified User (3 years, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 4 months ago (41 minutes after post)

Not very many employers or charities bother looking at a school record. Even if you have worked as a baby sitter or gotten a small job in an ice cream shop or retail clothing store then you have a start with references for future employment. The important thing is just to try new things.

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Anonymous #
3 years, 4 months ago (55 minutes after post)

Well I’ve done a lot of babysitting and did two weeks work experience in a nursery and they wrote me a really lovely reference from that saying i worked hard and was helpful and attentive etc, so I guess that could count, and I did a food course & got one of those food hygiene certificate things which you need to work in a restaurant. So that’s something I suppose? I also have out of school art classes, and did out of school drama and did the drama exams which I passed. Actually now I think about it there are a few things I could put on my CV..
Thanks guys

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jordan2k82k offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 1 month ago (2 months, 3 weeks after post)

im the same

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