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I don’t feel like I matter.
I feel completely average and everything I try to achieve either doesnt happen or doesnt live up to my expectations. I know I am wallowing in self pity but it always seems like everyone around me is amazingly talented- happy and blessed and then there is me. I just don’t understand why when I try to look out for people or even myself…I end up looking stupid. Why can’t I ever feel like I have grown into my skin? I try to write to make these feelings go away but it doesn’t work. Recently I got drunk for the first time (I am 22 and never drank before) because I heard it will make you forget things…obviously that didn’t happen. Any advice for someone who feels like they are not good for anything?
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