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i love her, but i cant have her.
i need to get over it
i met this girl about 8 months ago while she was on holiday in england, i really liked her and i thought she was beautiful, and she liked me too. after she went back home to italy we stayed in touch via msn, facebook ect.. and the odd letter or phone call. at first when we talked we were saying how much we missed each other… then all the sudden it became how much we loved each other and wished we were together. i started to seriously like this girl and it literally made me sad that we were so far away from each other. anyway as time went on i grew to love her more and more and became sad when we didnt talk. it even made me feel sad when we were both on messenger and she didnt start a conversation with me and stuff like that, its pathetic really i know. anyway about 5 months passed and the inevatable happened, she liked this other guy :( i told her how i felt about her and i told her that i was heartbroken about her not really loving me anymore. She is alot smarter than i am, she told me she had to stop loving me because we lived to far away and we couldnt do anything with each other. it hurt me, but deep down i know this is true. i hate myself for loving this girl when i knew deep down all along we cant be together. she said that we are still freinds which we are but i want to be more than that, much more. im in love and i know it, because to me shes the most beautiful girl in the world, she has a great personality shes smart funny everything about her is beautiful. But shes moved on from me im in the past and theres nothing i can do about it. she has pictures of herself and next to it she pasted the picture of whatever boy she likes and when i see it it makes me so depressed i wish i was dead. i need to get over her and find a girl who lives closer to me but that is impossible at the moment because im still in love with this girl and im going to compare every girl i meet to her in my mind, and besides i wont want to mess with a girl by saying i want her to be my girlfreind or whatever while im still in love with this girl because im not the sort of person who likes to hurt peoples feelings. i just need to get over her but i dont know how, i dont want to shut her out of my life completely by not talking to her, i cant find anothewr girl at thew moment because every girl is ugly compared to her. i still have hope that 1 day we will be together but we are both teenagers and too young to move away from home, so right now i am hopeless. but i really want to be with her more than anything in the world and i would be happy for life if that came true. i think about her day and night and its got to stop, i dont know what to do, i feel so helpless and lonely its depressing. :(
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