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spiritedsoul
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I live my life complete discontent,

my obsession can be to an extreme extent
it feels i lose my dignity
allowing you determine my self worth
even though it need no must
i really ourt learn how to trust

for otherwise i am all alone
not one to make me feel like i have flown
i wish for an other with all my heart
for now we have grown far apart

exposure true self comes with trepidation
from a world with constant damnation

for i exist in painful sorrow
wish of hope itll be gone tomorrow

though no matter how much for me to bare
I live a life you do not care

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rollinlea offline Verified User (3 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (3 minutes after post)

:) Get some sunshine/vitamin D - you’ll feel bettah

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Yeti. offline Verified User (3 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (13 minutes after post)

:(

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SassyPink4U offline Verified User (3 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (19 minutes after post)

That’s my life

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somebody2talk2 offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (22 minutes after post)

You’r being pathetic right now, when you could be living life to the extreme and in the path for happiness. not like u, to which u get to a point where u just dont care or u do but u are so pathetic and lame that u just wont do anything about it.. *

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (23 minutes after post)

somebody2talk2 wrote:
You’r being pathetic right now, when you could be living life to the extreme and in the path for happiness. not like u, to which u get to a point where u just dont care or u do but u are so pathetic and lame that u just wont do anything about it.. *

lol thanks. i feel so much better.

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (23 minutes after post)

depreblue wrote:
That’s my life

one reason i send it on here just for other people to relate too.

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Yeti. offline Verified User (3 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (24 minutes after post)

You could try not writing sad poems.

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somebody2talk2 offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (26 minutes after post)

the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

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3 years, 3 months ago (27 minutes after post)

What truth? your idea of truth?

somebody2talk2 wrote:
the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

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somebody2talk2 offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (31 minutes after post)

The truth is that she is just being a quitter, and just wanting to be depressed and take the sorrow and pain with her, when she could be doing otherwise… and that is just pathetic for me (its just my opinion)..

Anonymous wrote:
What truth? your idea of truth?

somebody2talk2 wrote:
the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

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Anonymous #
3 years, 3 months ago (35 minutes after post)

Yes You’re entitled to an opinion, just not a good. Well, its my opinion

somebody2talk2 wrote:
The truth is that she is just being a quitter, and just wanting to be depressed and take the sorrow and pain with her, when she could be doing otherwise… and that is just pathetic for me (its just my opinion)..

Anonymous wrote:
What truth? your idea of truth?

somebody2talk2 wrote:
the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (56 minutes after post)

somebody2talk2 wrote:
The truth is that she is just being a quitter, and just wanting to be depressed and take the sorrow and pain with her, when she could be doing otherwise… and that is just pathetic for me (its just my opinion)..

Anonymous wrote:
What truth? your idea of truth?

somebody2talk2 wrote:
the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

says more about you than me im afraid.

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (57 minutes after post)

Party Man One. wrote:
You could try not writing sad poems.

sometimes it good to, helps make sense of things

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somebody2talk2 offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (58 minutes after post)

O.o .. right..

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Yeti. offline Verified User (3 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (59 minutes after post)

spiritedsoul wrote:

Party Man One. wrote:
You could try not writing sad poems.

sometimes it good to, helps make sense of things

True, but that sense is often not very positive.

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..Minerva.. offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 32 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 4 minutes after post)

somebody2talk2 wrote:
The truth is that she is just being a quitter, and just wanting to be depressed and take the sorrow and pain with her, when she could be doing otherwise… and that is just pathetic for me (its just my opinion)..

Anonymous wrote:
What truth? your idea of truth?

somebody2talk2 wrote:
the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

Depressed people are not pathetic. I now understand that many of them can not help the way they feel no matter how hard they try. I used to not be able to understand depressed people, but I do now. They are not pathetic or weak or stupid, or whatever other negative connotations you want to add. They are people with feelings emotions, problems, and a condition of which they have no conscious control.

Yes some people do like to wallow in misery but not everyone does. If you see a post and someone on it seems to be doing this, try to help them feel better, instead of talking down to them like they’re children. Calling people pathetic is in no way helpful or constructive and it makes you look like an aggressive cold-hearted scrooge. There are too many genuinely depressed people on this site looking for words of encouragement for people like you to come on here and criticize them for something they cannot help themselves.

spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 7 minutes after post)

jRabbid wrote:

somebody2talk2 wrote:
The truth is that she is just being a quitter, and just wanting to be depressed and take the sorrow and pain with her, when she could be doing otherwise… and that is just pathetic for me (its just my opinion)..
Anonymous wrote:
What truth? your idea of truth?

somebody2talk2 wrote:
the truth sucks .. deal with it and move on.. not like u’re doing right now which is the opposite

Depressed people are not pathetic. I now understand that many of them can not help the way they feel no matter how hard they try. I used to not be able to understand depressed people, but I do now. They are not pathetic or weak or stupid, or whatever other negative connotations you want to add. They are people with feelings emotions, problems, and a condition of which they have no conscious control.

Yes some people do like to wallow in misery but not everyone does. If you see a post and someone on it seems to be doing this, try to help them feel better, instead of talking down to them like they’re children. Calling people pathetic is in no way helpful or constructive and it makes you look like an aggressive cold-hearted scrooge. There are too many genuinely depressed people on this site looking for words of encouragement for people like you to come on here and criticize them for something they cannot help themselves.

yes its true, there would be people here who would be depressed and it wouldnt surprise me if ’somebody2talk2′ has been ‘cold hearted’ towards them. very unfair.

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SassyPink4U offline Verified User (3 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 10 minutes after post)

Agree …

spiritedsoul wrote:
yes its true, there would be people here who would be depressed and it wouldnt surprise me if ’somebody2talk2′ has been ‘cold hearted’ towards them. very unfair.

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somebody2talk2 offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 16 minutes after post)

I apologize for any harmful things I have said..

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 23 minutes after post)

somebody2talk2 wrote:
I apologize for any harmful things I have said..

maybe you have your own difficults that probably would be positive to sort through.

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inspired words offline Verified User (3 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 24 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 33 minutes after post)

its really good and even if life feels like it sucks right now it’ll get better. in the mean time at least you have a positive way of getting your emotions out.

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 3 months ago (1 hour, 34 minutes after post)

inspired words wrote:
its really good and even if life feels like it sucks right now it’ll get better. in the mean time at least you have a positive way of getting your emotions out.

thanks

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molotok offline Verified User (6 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Gävle, 03, SE | 3 years, 2 months ago (6 days, 18 hours after post)

Flo, i liked the poem but I don’t like if you feel like that.
World is full of damnation, yes, but not from all of us.
And a lot of us do care about how you live your life.

I will never be your “other” (hehe, I could be your father) but I am your FRIEND.
And I am not alone - you have a number of people around you who care.
You are nice, you are clever and you are good looking, with the nicest smile ever!
When you feel down, talk to your friends and we will try to have a little of that smile.

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Yeti. offline Verified User (3 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 15 #
An Undisclosed Location | 3 years, 2 months ago (6 days, 18 hours after post)

Her brother from another mother?

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 2 months ago (6 days, 21 hours after post)

thanks molotok. yes u can be my father lol :)

theres no me smiling in my photo,
and i dont know what else to say :)

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cmonu offline Verified User (3 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 3 years, 2 months ago (1 week after post)

wow thats a nice pome
knda wirdbut nice

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 2 months ago (1 week after post)

weird? lol thanks :)

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molotok offline Verified User (6 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Gävle, 03, SE | 3 years, 2 months ago (1 week after post)

No, theres no you smiling in that photo.
I’ll drop a line and tell where I saw a broad smile and laughter lines.

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spiritedsoul offline Verified User (6 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Sandgate, G5, GB | 3 years, 2 months ago (1 week, 1 day after post)

yeah there is no smiling in my photo, i look dead serious. cant be bothered to change photo lol
mind u, ur not in urs either :)

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