have been off of crystal meth for about 3 years now straight and still i get the urge.
i try to cover it up with alcohol but sometimes it does not help. i am now getting divorced because i seem to have lost touch with emotions completely. she just became an ovject to stand in my way so i sent her away. i dont feel guilty about it but i do wonder if that was the best thing to do. we were together for eight years. i cannot seek professional help because i am in the military and they would kick me out if they found out how badly i lied to them just so i could get in. i have a promising future now if i can just get through this. what should i do?.
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