Hi all, come talk a crazy person sane…
I’m normally a normal. Got brains aplenty, but something is missing, some painful frustrating insane stuckness behind the mind.
I’ve been here plenty times before, and had a breakthough eventually, but this one is bigger. The rage and frustration and apathy are fighting for control, and I exhusted.
I could just snap out of it and go for a walk, but I need to find the other side.
I can’t think myself through this one, as it’s about being. Describing, analyising, doing - these are my skills - but being? Staring at the wall screaming just due to living in the now? WTF. I’m not doing it, but that’s what round the next corner it feels like.
What is up with me? Las time I asked this, the answer came back with “me is whats up with me”
In the last year, I’ve come to terms with a huge amount of loss, and had to redo my “me” a few times.
Do I face it, or push it down again?
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