I hate myself.
I hurt my significant other, and now she doesn’t trust me - she’s afraid of me. She is very sensitive, and what I said was construed as being hurtful. I apologized, I’ve been so comforting to her, I’ve done everything I can tonight to make her see how terrible I feel for hurting her. I love her. She loves me.
She’s cutting herself because of how much pain she’s still in, to be afraid of me and to not trust me.
I ******* hate myself, and for good reason. But because I’ve got to keep my cool and my calm, I needed to write down all my **** here. Sorry.
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