I cant get over my ex-girlfriend!
The story started 1 year ago, I fell in love with a girl on a festival the first time I seen her.
A few months later we were good friends, and I told her that I love her, and I asked her to be more than friends with me.
She became my girlfriend, but after two weeks she broke up, she was uncertain if she had feelings for me.
It shredded me into pieces…
One month later she wanted to be my girlfriend again. We were together for two months, until she broke up again. I was even more heartbroken then the first time.
A few weeks after that another girl wanted to be with me, so I accepted it to try to get rid of my feelings for my ex-girlfriend. Two weeks later I broke up, I told her that I just couldn’t get over it and she understood me, and she was glad I was so honest about it.
Now, about 3-4 months later, the first girl and me are best friends, but my feelings for her grow everyday. We are together like at least 5 out of 7 days, we even sleep together sometimes (only sleeping).
She drives me insane.
She knows what I feel for her, I am very open about those things, but she only wants to be best friends. It breaks my heart to see her with new boyfriends…
I am afraid that I will be stuck with these feelings forever, because no matter how much she hurts me my heart for her grows everyday.
I even have days that I just want to end it all, but my friends luckily talk me out of that.
Can someone please give me advice about how to get over her?
But i don’t want to loose her as a friend, we fit perfectly together.
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