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Depressed and suicidal.
I want to kill myself and truth is I don’t know why. Half the time there’s this painful emptiness inside of me, and half the time I’m in despair. I can’t remember feeling really anything else for more than a few seconds. This has gone on for years now. I’m trying to get help, but it seems like I’m getting nowhere. My parents are trying to keep me from getting help and my doctor seems so distant. I was recently (4 months ago?) diagnosed with hypothyroidism and put on meds, but they aren’t working. Plus, I’m almost out of money. It seems like no one’s taking me seriously. I’m not going to kill myself, so please don’t just say things like “Don’t do it.” I’m not here for your sympathy, I’m here for help. Just a few facts: I’m female and 22. I’ve parasuicided a few times before but nothing serious yet. I’m in college and have no job. Thanks.
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