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Why can’t she love me as much I love her?
Im perfectly fine, Im tall, in the good area for strong, smart, trustful, and cute (according to girls), but I suffered depression during my pre-teen years because I never learned about love and I came to realize that I’ll just never have a girl because they all view as me as a friend, or just a nice person, but I just wanted more from them.
This year however at my highschool (Im a teenager), I met this girl you see, shes beautiful, nice, and wonderful to be around, she goes to me and makes my day better because of her, shes closer to me then many other girls I met in my life before. I started thinking that we should go out together because I really think shes the “One”, many of friends surprisingly supported and helped me try to date her, I do alot for her, I help for homework, etc. On her birthday, I gave her the only gift that she received for that day, and she liked it, and yet, she still didn’t want to go out with me.
At the end of the school year, I decided to just admit that I liked her and I wanted to go out with her. I did, she understood me, and explained that I liked her and that I just wanted to her and I to be together because she’ll make me happy and end my sadness. She told me that she’s not sure and that she “Doesn’t date right now.” and still regards me as a friend, I listened, said bye and walked off, we still talk though as friends, but Im in anguish.
I just want help, I like her so much, I’ve always been for her there, and she doesn’t regard me as someone she likes, and that drives my hopeless romance and my depression even deeper and just makes me want to injure myself cause she doesnt love me as much as I love her. I need help and advice please, I really don’t know what to do, so just help me please because I think I screwed up big time with the only girl that I ever liked enough to be a girlfriend.
My username is ALECSCHULMA, scroll down below, because I just don’t want people to recognize me as anonymous
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