this is my first post s hope it goes well
well the reason i am posting is that i need some help or advise or something about life.
first of i have resently lost the love of my life over something stupied and i cannot remember what it was. i still have feelings for her and really miss her, i am unsure of what she wants as she says she wants me at times and other times she is really angry and saying i dont love her. i have tried to show her how much she means to me but it has not worked. should i give her time, keep trying or just leave all together.
i also have a problem with opening up to people as i find it hard to share my feelings and when people ask i always say i am ok and bottle everything up. i use to be able to open up to my gf but right now i cannot have noone i can talk to about how i feel as i think people might think i am strange or being stupied or they might just not understand
there is also this feeling of not going anywhere with my life. right now i am at college but its the summer holidays now so i have nothing to do for ages. i am unable to get a job even though i have been trying for a long time and even mcdonalds have said no to me and with no job means no money so i am stuck inside with nothing to do.
hope i have done this right.
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