I really have no idea why I am writing this, I just feel like I have to get it out there.
There are many reasons why I am shy, but mainly it is one main reason which is my accent. I know it is a silly reason but, I am am from the east coast of canada and I have a very strong accent and as a result there are many words which I have trouble pronouncing correctly which is why I hate talking a lot. Some people won’t say anything which is great but, there are others who will laugh and make countless jokes which hurts me a lot. There are just certain words I have to aviod saying in my dayto day life. This is why I don’t have too many friends, I just can’t be around someone who is going to make fun of the way I talk all day, this is probably one of the most hurtful things I have to deal with daily. I try not to let it bother me but it does and everytime someone makes a joke it just hurts more and more. I really can’t help where I was born and the way we talk. I went to a speech therapist for almost a year with very little change. This is mainly why I like to express myself with writing atleast people can’t make fun of my accent this way. I just hate it when people judge you for something you can’t really control. There are times when I just want to give up on everything and hide away. This is the first time I have ever wrote this down for anyone to read. It feels good to get this out there. Well that is enough for this rant.
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