i feel so insecure at myself i dnt like the way i look im way to skinny flat chest n i hav vitiligo .
As u can see i do hav reason 4 being so insecure about myself im 20 years old n i hate my life all my boyfriends that i had in the past cheat on me n the boyfriend i hav now always talking about big boobs or whenever we go to the mall he star saying oo look at those big boobs n stuff like that he make me feel more insecure im so ashamed of myself is so embarrasing. I cant wear nothing cute because of my vitiligo. Vitiligo is a skin disorder is white patches on ur skin n i always hav to b wearing long jeans n long pants i cant go to the pool i cant go to the lake or the river because i feel so embarrased of myself n it is embarrasing nobody from my family hav this but me. Im like the ugly duck of the family. Thats why i hate summer so bad. I wish i had a nice body n no vitiligo. Then i hav to keep this in me because i dnt want to tell nobody. I hav 1 son hes my world. Hes father lie to me thats y we end up breaking up he use to b kinda nice with me he make me love myself sometimes he look look me right in the eyes n tell me how beautiful i am n i use to believe him till he lie to me n still love him but i kno hes ashamed of me to n i dnt kno y i get into another relationship knowing that i know is not gonna work out guys always looking 4 girls with nice body with a big *** n big tits but they dnt look 4 honest girls that are not that attractive but hav a big heart. im so mad,sad,depressed ect.
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