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what are you talking about?

i don’t know, i m puzzleed. i wann die, but can’t

Drugs proscribed by a doc will give you about 10 - 15% of peace.
Drugs which you can get on your own from your local corner dealer - they will take away peace you’ve got left. Also will screw with your whole life big time.
BTW, you wrote that you THINK that a psychologist can’t help you… have you actually tried going to one? A lot of people think a lot of things, that doesn’t make those things true.

Anonymous wrote:
i don’t know, i m puzzleed. i wann die, but can’t

no you don’t want to die, dying now would probably mean you’d die on a bad note. LIVE dammit!

i m living from my childhood, the things are going to be more comlicated.

a psyco person, who can’t be judge by the psycologist, physician.

i m in bed mental & physical health

something is bothering you?

Anonymous wrote:
i m living from my childhood, the things are going to be more comlicated.

a psyco person, who can’t be judge by the psycologist, physician.

i m in bed mental & physical health

i am so confused by what you are saying :/

some confusding things happened in your childhood? Welcome to the club :-)

So where you at now? you got a safe place to live with meals coming regular?

ya, i at my room,

i left my job

i dont feel like this body…………..

i think, i m fit in this world,

every eye see me, they laugh on me,

i m not mad

who wrote the post?

Akhiarya or anon?

me

who else can do this bad thing done

who is he “akhiarya”.

i want to kill all the ppl interpt me, all they laugh on me, all they curse,

i am bad na, very bad, selfish…………..

akhiarya = anon

The fact that other ppl despise you isnt the important part, its that you think them despising you is important when its just common unintelligable emotions due to social brainwashing and human nature

i don’t know wher to go, i m ruining myself.

i m nothing now……………

but i don’ what’s the thing, who don’t make me believe that I should die…

who the hell you are, why r u playing with my emotions?

may i know why?

looks like a fun… can I play?

you wanna help me out or wanna make me cry?

why you r doing this, what’s the matter,

i will kill you tooo……….

Ya,

i am a toy and everybody wants to play with me,

play, why you sit.. …

you should also

Anonymous wrote:
Ya,

i am a toy and everybody wants to play with me,

play, why you sit.. …

you should also

O_o

i should also laugh on me

everybody wants to make my fun. oneday will be mine

oh! God. Only you can help me.

Please do……………

So what who bothering you? Who is everybody?

Maybe if I control you, I can learn to control myself.

you can sit whereever you like,

because you can trust me.

ppl make fun of mine,

i can’t hold myself, all ppl see at me.

do i attarct them, do i am abnormal?

i cant be in one state for a long

i can’t be in myself

i m idot

My friend, you will never fulfill your destiny, until you let go of the illusion of control.

where are you up to?

which person are you being now?

the most important question is whether or not to continue isn’t it

i m 4m india, i want 2 b mad

You don’t need help,

But you want to be controlled.

what nd how?

If you are controlled then you dont have to think, you don’t have to feel, you can just exist and feel safe in trusting hands but there are no trustworthy hands and truthful hands put together.

there is no how i guess… I’m truthful and trustworthy but I am not up to helping others because I am lost

that is right, if you are controled well you want have time to be desperated

I’m sorry,

hey… wanna play another game?

r u mad?

what you wanna say? what’s play?

u r making me fool, u r ………..

i will not leave you………………….

think of 1960,

what would your values be?

there was no standing back then, because there was no sitting

why would someone laugh at madness?

maybe because they are confused?

i hope, i wl get my answer in madnesss

i figured that out!

te answer to that question is that this is the only answer…

were all just animals following on instinct and intellectual gatherings of information and chemicals which tell us to recognize, memorize and feel.

i m getting you

what u wanna

either you r mad or i am

i cant answer that so I think I might be

thanks for ur time

thank you too for helping me figure out where I am currently up to