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PLEASE HELP ME, I’m so ugly.
I’m just sick of it. I used to go on tinychat, and this one time I went on webcam and these three girls started calling me ugly and saying I looked like a Man, and if they looked like me they’d shoot themselves. I AM SO SICK OF BEING THIS UGLY! It’s only my acne that does it, I don’t even know if it IS acne, it’s all these horrible spots on my face. I feel like I don’t have a right to live because I’m this ugly. I’m sick of seeing these pretty skinny acne-free girls trotting around and smiling while I try not to cry. I just want OUT. It doesn’t help that I’m stuck in this miserable country. I want to be a singer when I’m older but I don’t even know if I can sing and I’m too shy to sing in front of my own Mother. I want an escape, I crave happiness but I’m just lost in self-pity and depression. My Mum tells me I’m pretty and I need to smile more, but she doesn’t know what it’s like.
Please…I just want help. I want to feel loved, I want my Life back…I’m not attention seeking, I just want someone to understand.
Please…I can’t survive this anymore. My Mum won’t take me to the Doctor’s for my zits, and the only thing she lets me use on my face is clinique face washes, which don’t do anything for my skin except make the acne fade slightly. HELP! I’ve been on/off bulimic almost all my Life and it’s killing me inside.
Someone, please understand what it’s like for me.
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