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I Broke my own heart.
Staying in this understanding says more about me than it does about you.
I can´t be mad at you for feeling safe and being contempt with my blank stare en depressed yet mundane state of being.
Was it you who bled the last piece of spirit out of me? Or was I the one who committed to my own loss?
I will not accept you ignoring me, my heart, emotions and soul for your own insecurity. Or was it your lack of caring? Daring to say I love you means you dare to feel.
It was selfish of you to cast me aside as if I was nothing when it was my courage that ended our empty void.
Was I fooling myself when I felt the passion between us? When did the indifference start?
I feel cheated and disappointed in myself for not being loved by you. For letting it go on for so long.
Not only you didn’t love me. I didn’t love myself by staying by your side.
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