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I cant remember anything.
Stories, people, places, names. Things I learned from elementary school. I am 18 years old, a college freshman and I feel lost. I can’t tell people stories about my life because the words come out rushed and scattered. I can’t describe things. I can’t hold a job because I’m paranoid that my coworkers think poorly of me and look down on me. I can’t carry a conversation because I am unable to remember what was discussed the last time that I spoke with the person. I graduated in the top 20% of my high school class, but I’m in the real world now, where just doing homework and learning to the test isn’t going to cut it. I think its some kind of social anxiety issue. I have always had unnecessary anxiety. I know that insecurity is an issue but I feel like I should be at such a higher level now that I am in college. My brain feels like it is in overdrive, when really I have done nothing all day. I attempted to finish a paper and I left the house to pick my sister up from work but I could find nothing to talk about. I know that people are becoming irritated with me because I should remember things from the past, or know how to talk about things that are coming in the future. I don’t know what to do. I don’t see myself going anywhere. Please, if anyone could help I’m stuck in my head with no way out.
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