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My now ex-girlfriend and I were together for 8 months, which may not sound like a lot of time in the long run but we saw each other everyday.
From the first moment I saw her and we had that electrifying kiss, we could not keep our hands off each other. We had a greater kind of love - love like in all the stories - we had a whirlwind romance and I was honestly the happiest I have ever been in my life. But as time passed my girlfriends bi polar disorder got worse and it was almost like she had two personalities. She was constantly depressed, and I was there every day for her, holding her, consoling her, doing everything in my power to make her smile. Our relationship started to become detrimental and destructive as we had neglected our friends and family for months and we had been skipping school to be with each other - merely because the physical pain of being apart was too much for both of us. She began breaking up with me as the realisation hit her that she had given everything up for me as I had done for her, but then our passion and longing and attachment to each other kicked in and we would be back together in minutes if I could convince her. She was my best friend, my girlfriend and almost like a new addition to my family, so when she finally ended it today, it was like loosing the 3 most important people in my life. We had to end it because we lived in a bubble, but we are almost being punished for being too in love! She is sending me texts saying she loves me and cannot bare it and I am the same, but she thinks if we get back together we will fall back into old habits and only see each other because it is so hard for us not to. I think we could do it but every suggestion I make she says that I’m just creating a fantasy world for us. We need to find balance, and I think I can do that, but she won’t.
Will someone please help, I need my soul mate back and this heart ache needs to stop. I love her more than myself and anyone else in this world. She is the one, and not being with her is tearing me apart. I just don’t know how to get her back.
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