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So, im a senior college student, studying graphic design… im not pleased with the quality of work i do, im a bit unmotivated and not sure where my life is headed… however, i am very optimistic that things can change… only if i begin to be more structured in my life.

Dont get me wrong, i am a good student, deans list and all, but im not sure how i managed to achieve such a thing… its like im a zombie going day by day, doing what i have to do… but not achieving much.

One thing that heavily clouds my mind is my relationship with my boyfriend… we have some very heavy trust issues but we are supposedly trying to work them out. I’ve gotten so wrapped up in him, his where-abouts and our relationship that i’ve kind of lost myself, who i am, what i truly like…

I use to worry alot, like almost to death and after my sophomore year in college i decided to become a little less worried by applying a really laid back apporoach to my work and it kind of worked because i dont stress myself out as much, i say to myself that things will get done one way or another… but on the flipside, it has also made me become a person whose always late, not greatly prepared and not having the quality of work i know that i can create.

I just want someone to some this up for me, what do you all suggest, what are your opinions!

:) this is much of what i did after your response…

It is really about getting back to the things i love and being self-determined