Why do I feel like no one likes me?
My friends, people I’ve just met, even my family it just seems like they all have an ulterior motive. Its just something about the way they look at me or smile or even laugh at what I say that seems kind of, fake. It seems like they’re just being my friend for my benefit. With people I’ve just met its the same kind of thing, the things they say to me even if it’s a compliment or not, something inside just tells me “don’t believe them, don’t trust them” the way they look at me, the look in their eyes. Something inside me tells me that its all wrong, and not worth pursuing. My family, I’m not talking about my inner family, but about my cousins aunts and uncles. They all don’t even seem like they really like me, they ignore me. My cousins are the worst, they act like I’m not there, like I’m not apart of the family and their smiles just seem all fake. I never felt that way toward my family before but, things have just really gone to hell. Then again at the same time I’m feeling this, I’m questioning if they feel the same way toward me, if their wondering if I’m not sincere, if I’m faking. I feel like people are talking about me, I just feel it. I’m sad because of this, I don’t want to feel that everyone is out to get me. I don’t want to hate everyone, I don’t want to be closed off. Problem is I can’t open up I don’t trust anyone.
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