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you always have a reason for liveing, lets look together and find it

you can. just hang on for now; don’t worry about anything else. just hang on, even if it’s by your finger tips.

I love you people sooooooooo much…. I really do…

There’s always a reason to live. Hang on and keep on keeping on. You’ve got a reason to live.

Really like your id pic!
Even though Im like in m mid 20s I still have one… actually its a husky pup… but, well, their both soft toys right?

Suicide is simply a cowardly escape. Living is hard, dying is easy. If you let it, time will heal all wounds and one day you’ll thank yourself for not burdening the world with taking your own life.

Yes you can go on. I went on when i just wanted to stop, barely but I did. That was four years ago. And now Im in a completely different place and I realise that I couldnt see clearly or get any proper scope when I was depressed. Depression fogs everything up so you cant see anyway out, you cant imagine feeling any other way. But nothing in life lasts forever. Nothing is constant. You cannot even begin to imagine where you will be in five years, or what you’ll be doing or how you feel. You’re only 15, wait till you’re 25 and then see how you feel. Im serious, no one knows themselves really at 15, give yourself a chance and give your life chance. Fight through this, dont give up. You’ll come out the other end stronger and wiser.

cassidy.treadway wrote:
Life has to much pain for me….im being tortured by being on earth.

Well, Im sure once you get through it you’ll be much stronger and be able to handle much more in your life than someone who hasnt suffered any pain…

Life has pain for everyone. Taking one’s own life is simply selfish and unfair to others.

If you take your own life, nobody wins. You’ve taken your own life, which is the greatest gift, and that is going to devastate the people that love you. Even if you don’t believe that people love you, the people that responded to your post obviously care because they responded. So hang on, please. I’m begging you.

now things look bad, and they have, but what you give power, gains powere, look not to the past, but to tomarow, try again and again to rebuild friendships, show people you are sorry, or willing to talk, find other, and new people to hang out with in free time. but never forget, for every 1 person you know who hates you, thare are 50 strangers who will fight you to keep you safe. its all hard to beleve, and pain can be harsh, but if you can stand for longenough, the pain goes away, and even when you think no one would cry if you killed yourself this is not true, trust me. at one point i considred it, in something of the same state you are now, rumor spreed, and then the person i lost, who i thought hatted my guts, she was crying, becuse she was worried about me, trust me,.

How do you know? Can you read minds?

cassidy.treadway wrote:
its not like anyone would care that im dead anyways…

Really?

I would think they would be really hurt… dont you? maybe even feel horribly guilty as well…

People would DEFINITELY care if you took your own life.

cassidy.treadway wrote:
I just feel alone. Theres no one i can relate or talk personaly to.life is hard for me

Life is hard for everyone. And you’re talking to us aren’t you? Suicide is never the answer. It is just a burden on the world by a selfish person.

Guess Ushinawa s being a bit harsh…
But, wouldnt you agree it isnt the best thing to do?
If things take a turn for the better… your gonna miss it!

and it is. now i want you to look at this, in 10 minitis, over 75 people have looked at you, and around 17 of them had something to say. you can allways talk, we can allways listn. it is hard i understand. but death is anything but good. it causes pain, sorrow, and dismay. when that one kid stops comeing in class, you find out he killed himself you feel terible, you liked him but didnt talk, you feell sad, you had a fight and never made amends you feel disgusted. this is not a way to make life better

ushinawa please stop calling sucidal people selfish. You dont know what your talk you’re talking about. People on the verge of suicide arent selfish, they are severly depressed, they are desperate and they arent thinking straight. Its a mental disorder, its an illness and it is not something anyone choses to be. Its like calling someone with cancer selfish.

I have one thing to say to you: Cry it out. Guaranteed to make you feel better in the end. BTW, you say everyone hates you? That can’t be right… o_O There must be SOMEONE that likes you.

its a person!! wrote:
ushinawa please stop calling sucidal people selfish. You dont know what your talk you’re talking about. People on the verge of suicide arent selfish, they are severly depressed, they are desperate and they arent thinking straight. Its a mental disorder, its an illness and it is not something anyone choses to be. Its like calling someone with cancer selfish.

Not that I am saying I am right, but you clearly don’t understand what a mental disorder is. I am simply offering my opinion based on the countless suicidal people I have dealt with in my life.

ive been sad most my life as well, you find a way to cope, becuse, you need to go on. thare is no reason to kill yourself, that will not pass, so if you stay strong like you have been, things do get better. i promiss

Being dead wont make you happier. Time will make you happier. I cant stress this enough! This too shall pass. You will be happy again and you will be sad again. Your life will be filled with times of joy and times of despair. That is the nature of life. And when you are in a period of depression it is easy to forget what its like to be happy, easy to think you’ll never be happy. But it wont last. The trick is not letting depression beat you.

Well some are selfish, because they cantsee past themselves and their sufferings…
Others have suffered so much that they dont know anything else…
Where do you think you land?

glitchman161 wrote:
I have one thing to say to you: Cry it out. Guaranteed to make you feel better in the end. BTW, you say everyone hates you? That can’t be right… o_O There must be SOMEONE that likes you.

Oh wait, I just answered my own question. We do!

TC!
and we’ll se you around…

Ushinawa wrote:

its a person!! wrote:
ushinawa please stop calling sucidal people selfish. You dont know what your talk you’re talking about. People on the verge of suicide arent selfish, they are severly depressed, they are desperate and they arent thinking straight. Its a mental disorder, its an illness and it is not something anyone choses to be. Its like calling someone with cancer selfish.

Not that I am saying I am right, but you clearly don’t understand what a mental disorder is. I am simply offering my opinion based on the countless suicidal people I have dealt with in my life.

Im sorry I was under the impression clinical depression was a mental disorder…woops stupid me, i obviously dont know what im talking about

hey just listen k, life may b hard i think about the same think i mean just think wuld any1 care if u did? i wuld just talk to me tell me wats wrong maybe i can relate to sum of ur things my sister hates me n my step dads abusve my moms always bussy i always feel useless now wbu?

Time to walk away guys :/
Have fun ;)

cassidy.treadway wrote:
Well ill think about what all of you have said. But none of it can change the people around me that were made to make my life miserable.but thanks

This is the entire source of your problem.

You think that PEOPLE and CIRCUMSTANCES cause your feelings.

WRONG.

Your feelings come from your brain. You create them. You manage them. You interpret them. You control them. It has nothing to do with anyone else.

Your problem is reality does not meet your expectations and that frustrates you. You have no developed enough self awareness to realize you can change the way you think and that will manage or eliminate your frustration and allow you to enjoy life.

its a person!! wrote:

Ushinawa wrote:

its a person!! wrote:
ushinawa please stop calling sucidal people selfish. You dont know what your talk you’re talking about. People on the verge of suicide arent selfish, they are severly depressed, they are desperate and they arent thinking straight. Its a mental disorder, its an illness and it is not something anyone choses to be. Its like calling someone with cancer selfish.

Not that I am saying I am right, but you clearly don’t understand what a mental disorder is. I am simply offering my opinion based on the countless suicidal people I have dealt with in my life.

Im sorry I was under the impression clinical depression was a mental disorder…woops stupid me, i obviously dont know what im talking about

Agreed, stupid you, we weren’t talking about depression. We were talking about suicide. Depression is not the only thing that leads to suicide.

look i dont want to sound harsh but if you didnt think you had one shread of hope or a chance you would have never thought to make a post but somewere deep inside a piece of you is fighting for another chance dont give up on yourself now you’ve taken the first step in recovering from this and that step is to talk so talk with us and hang in there even if you dont belive it there is still hope

Ushinawa wrote:
Agreed, stupid you, we weren’t talking about depression. We were talking about suicide. Depression is not the only thing that leads to suicide.

I really dont want to troll up this thread with a stupid arguement that has nothing to do with helping this person. The vast majority of people take their own life because they are depressed, any psychiatrist will agree with this. The girl in this post is clearly depressed, which is why she feels suicidal. I havent really encountered other reasons for suicide, maybe there are, but in any case they arent relevant here. So stop calling this person selfish, it doesnt help anyone and its not fair.

its a person!! wrote:

Ushinawa wrote:
Agreed, stupid you, we weren’t talking about depression. We were talking about suicide. Depression is not the only thing that leads to suicide.

I really dont want to troll up this thread with a stupid arguement that has nothing to do with helping this person. The vast majority of people take their own life because they are depressed, any psychiatrist will agree with this. The girl in this post is clearly depressed, which is why she feels suicidal. I havent really encountered other reasons for suicide, maybe there are, but in any case they arent relevant here. So stop calling this person selfish, it doesnt help anyone and its not fair.

agreed

its a person!! wrote:

Ushinawa wrote:
Agreed, stupid you, we weren’t talking about depression. We were talking about suicide. Depression is not the only thing that leads to suicide.

I really dont want to troll up this thread with a stupid arguement that has nothing to do with helping this person. The vast majority of people take their own life because they are depressed, any psychiatrist will agree with this. The girl in this post is clearly depressed, which is why she feels suicidal. I havent really encountered other reasons for suicide, maybe there are, but in any case they arent relevant here. So stop calling this person selfish, it doesnt help anyone and its not fair.

I never called her selfish. I simply said that I believe people who commit suicide are selfish. You cannot diagnose her as having depression unless you actually are qualified and have had sufficient private sessions with her to determine an accurate diagnosis.

you know what this is not helping her at all stop arguing and listen to her before she gets sick of you!

u guys, shes ofline..u guys dont need to commet anymore. its ok

shane.nagy21 wrote:
you know what this is not helping her at all stop arguing and listen to her before she gets sick of you!

Dont worry, im done!

now back to the subject as you were saying cassidy…

uh wow just relized shes offline well hope she changed her mind :(

Cassidy,
I’m a 37 year old man who has an awesome wife and a seven year old daughter. What am I trying to say? I have a very similar past and still very similar feeling’s. What I have come to realize is this; you can have the best of people in your life or the worse people, but at the end of the day we still have to look in the mirror and ask ourselve’s what we can do about it.In the self-loving way. Personally, I have learned I must maintain the strength and courage to do that, even it means eliminating realationship’s or taking the first step to repair other realationship’s. That mean’s being honest with yourself and those people.Secondly, to this day I am still learning how to identify and eliminate certain element’s and life habit’s that are not psycologicaly healthy. It may take professional help,spiritual help or help of someone you can trust.For me, it’s a little of all those thing’s.There is Something I would like to share with you before I end this post.I have personally been having a harder than usual time the last couple of day’s.I have never heard of this web-site in my life until today.The way I discovered it was strangely simple.Out of shear anxiety, I got on-line and typed in HELP.com. Your post was the first thing that I saw.It had very familiar thing’s I have personally dealt with and some I still deal with.When I realized how young you were and I being a father of a little girl, I was moved on so many level’s.My heart,understanding and prayer’s are forever changed. In short,in an unexplainable way you have helped me. I HOPE I HAVE HELPED YOU. P.S.- Stay involved with your music.It is was one of the most over looked therapy’s. At least that is one way for you to express yourself and lift the weight off of your heart.

thats true music helps me alot.

I also wanted to reassure you of something.Remember this fact.People who can be as cold,calice,maliciouse and clueles as USHINAWA has worse issue’s than you.If they are that detached from humanity,they are a danger to themselve’s and other’s.The problem is,they are unaware of it.In a twisted sort of way,now you can feel better about who you are as a person.See, healing is already starting.Thank’s USHINAWA.

jal30 wrote:
I also wanted to reassure you of something.Remember this fact.People who can be as cold,calice,maliciouse and clueles as USHINAWA has worse issue’s than you.If they are that detached from humanity,they are a danger to themselve’s and other’s.The problem is,they are unaware of it.In a twisted sort of way,now you can feel better about who you are as a person.See, healing is already starting.Thank’s USHINAWA.

I am simply expressing my opinion. Cold - perhaps, malicious and clueless - your opinion I supposed but ultimately, pointless, harsh words. There is no need to continue this attack on me.

cassidy.treadway wrote:
You all helpped me out a bit exceot for ushinawa….you just made me feel selfish and want to die even more…BUT everyone else thanks and thanks for trying uhsinawa

You gotta stop blaming your feelings on other people. When you own your own feelings you will feel a lot better because you will stop feeling like you have to change the people around you to feel better about yourself.

you can olny change yourself

I know this is a lot later than all the other posts but I feel like you should know this anyway.You recently helped me out with an issue with my brother. I took your advice. I talked to him made him feel like he was, as you said, “one in a million” and it really helped him. He was going to kill himself that night but I made him “love life.” I was about to give up on him but because of your advice I tried once more and because of you he made it another day. You touch the lives of those around you every day and dont even realize it. Without you I would have given up and he could be dead by now. You are so special! and if you need to talk, please contact me. I fell like I might know what you are going through with your mom and brother and I am willing to listen.

You touch the lives of those around you every day and dont even realize it. true and i think that’s good it’s always nice to know someone cares about you may God guid you