im listening go ahead talk
Give me a shout, I’ll lend you my ear.
Tell me a story, I’ll lend you my heart.
Cry a few tears, I’ll lend you my shoulder.
i will listen to u. if need be i will give u my e-mail address to listen to u. to help u. i dont know u but i am here for u and i care about u
I am a great listener. =) Hit me with your best shot.
-”The future is bulletproof”
to start ill tell you something about my self first so that you can get my pint of view… im some one that allways know what todo, no matter the situation, i also dont care about any one not my family not my friends because all of them had hurt me in the past so i learn to be some one cold, im also some one that pays attention to the ditels and that way i can tell a lot about a person… so for the story, i got thise new realy good job, and my boss she is older then me for 9 years and she has a bby, she is one of the most beautifull women that i have ever had the chance to meet in my life, she is nice and kind funny and out going wiling to do anything to help people, we stared to talk on the mobile of hours and days,then we whent out, we had so much fun that night, for the first time i was able to be just my self , to be open and i was not afreid to get hurt by her having the feeling that she will never do that, she also was the first person to sit there and help me with my problems, everything was going so well until ..
until the father or her bby die, she was not with him but it was normal for her to still love the guy, i knew it and i didnt mind because its normal they had a bby for a reason, i was the first one to see her resive the news is was there when the cup call her and told her the sad news…. i sow her cray i saw her in the floor for the first time in my life i didnt know what to do, i felt like my heart was been cut in to a lot of peces. i didnt talk to her for a cople of days she told me she wanned to be alone and her best friends were with her so i didnt mind doing what she ask me to do, but seen her like that realy make me worry for her, no one the poeple that i work with knew we were going seen each other….. so one night i was driknig and got realy bad, i talk to one of ther friend telling her how bad i was feeling because i was not able to draw a smile in her beautifull face like i was doing befor, i also made a coment that i would kill to chage sides with her in order to help her, but some onetold her that i wanned to kill my self because of her.. she told a friend of her that she didnt want to see me or hear from me and now i dont know what to do …
I’d try to talk to her through this mutual friend, explain what you really said, if she’s true she’ll understand. If not, you can always try again when she gets over the grieving.
i just did but i dont know he hasent text back and i dont know what to do, i ask him if he wanned me to work i dont know what to do at all …it just sucks
kevincol1 wrote:
i just did but i dont know he hasent text back and i dont know what to do, i ask him if he wanned me to work i dont know what to do at all …it just sucks
I’m sorry man, I know about inbetween periods like that, they suck. All you can do is ride it out, distract yourself somehow.
i know, i just dont like the feeling of not knowing whats going to happend
kevincol1 wrote:
i know, i just dont like the feeling of not knowing whats going to happend
Well, unfortunatley you’re in a precarious position, any further intervention at this point will make you look like a potential stalker.
i know so i dont even know if i should go to work, i think the best is not to go, i know i ****** up bad by getting drunk and all but im willing to pay for my stupedity, sorry for the spilling is realy bad
kevincol1 wrote:
i know so i dont even know if i should go to work, i think the best is not to go, i know i ****** up bad by getting drunk and all but im willing to pay for my stupedity, sorry for the spilling is realy bad
You should go to work. You don’t want to give her the impression that you’re so depressed without her you can’t leave the house. Go to work, but don’t initiate contact with her unless she initiates it first.
is not that its just that im so ashame to go there with all the **** i said when i was drunk
kevincol1 wrote:
is not that its just that im so ashame to go there with all the **** i said when i was drunk
Well, unless you plan on altering your entire life you have to face it at some point. Better to cauterize the wound when it’s fresh than to let it get infected.
hmm i know ill just go and work let see what happends
kevincol1 wrote:
hmm i know ill just go and work let see what happends
Good luck. Shout me and let me know what happens.
i will thank you for ur time
kevincol1 wrote:
i will thank you for ur time
I’m always here if you need anything.
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