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I’m not quite sure why I’m posting this, since I really don’t think there is any cure.
But here goes.
I’m lonely. Just so deeply lonely. Its such a strange feeling for me, since I have always been the guy that was the “lone wolf”. Emotionally I am just so alone. What I would give for a companion. A woman that I could talk to, and flirt with, and confide in, and simply hold.
I haven’t even touched a girl in about a year and a half now. I really never thought I needed anyone. God I’m wrong.
It’s not about sex, though I can’t say it wouldn’t be nice. Its about the companionship. Just that sweet warm fuzzy you get in your stomach when she touches your face. Or that pure contentedness when you sit on the couch and watch a movie while cuddling together. Or that exhilarating feeling of a four hour long discussion that covers everything from anatomy to physics to philosophy and alien life and god. Not really going anywhere, but still there.
I never realized how cold I could be at night.
**** I’m lonely.
And it’s not even as simple as going out and trying to meet a girl. I mean, it is that simple, but what do I have to offer her? I have been jobless for nearly a year now. And I’m on the brink of being on the streets. I have bad teeth and other health problems, not to mention a few mental disorders. I don’t have any real future, no college in sight for me…sucks to. I wanted to study astronomy and physics…
And if you haven’t noticed I get into self pitying moods….
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