i just cant deal with this anymore.
im 18 years old and a guy. i currently go to a school that i hate and will quit in 1 and a half year. this is my life:
you are skinny eat more, Get a job! i dont care you have to take this job. get good grades or youre future is ******. hm art i dont give a ****, thats pretty bad by the way. you are not like everyone else im dissapointed. why arent you out drinking every weekend like everyone else. why havent you started drinking yet?
i dont give a **** about money, i just care about happiness and thats what im missing. i just want to be myself do wha I WANT TO DO. get accepted appreaciated. Have someone call me for a change. be with people that love me for the one i am.
i cant do this i cant handle the pressure the expectations its killing me inside and nobody gives a ****. i rather not live in this world. i cant be the one you want me to be
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