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Im so depressed, I have suicidal thoughts almost on a daily basis.
Im 27 years old, and married. Ive had a rough life since I was a child, but it only seems to get worse. I have 4 children. I was abused as a child, got married at 16, and thats when my children came i the picture. My marriage fell apart and my husband and I divorced. I raised my kids from day 1. Then 2 years ago, I got sick lost my job, and was about to be homeless. I sent my kids to stay with their dad until I could get back on my feet. At that time my ex husband and I were both remarried. My new husband, I fell head over heals for, but now 2 years later Im miserable nd want to die. My exhusband will not let me see ortalk to my kids at all anymore and my new husbnd only cares about his 2 dogs0 He has 2 rotweillers that Im allergic to, they pee in the hous eat carpet and are very expensive. We are about to be homeles again for the 3rd time because we are being evicted and cant find a place that will accept 300 pounds worth of dog. I wouldnt either our house reeks of pee so bad I cant breath in thehouse. My husband doesnt care, as long as he has these nasty dirty dogs, he doesnt care how sick its making me. Im starting to feel so angry I feel like I am going to get violent. I just really want to f****** die, no joke, I have nothing left to live for.
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