What do i do?
There’s a boy who totally screwed me over and played with my feelings and lied to me and was just a jerk to me. He seemed totally onest and sincere at first, of course. BUt whenever i kissed him, it always felt like a burden to me, like just something i had to do, not something i wanted to do. Sometimes I wouldn’t look up at him because I kneif i did, he’d most likely kiss me. So, I wonder if I ever really even liked him. But then I met a new guy and he is now my boyfriend and he’s so wonderful and when i kiss him I feel something and I actually want to kiss him and I look forward to it. I used to love talking to them both, but now I find myelf only wanting to talk my boyfriend and not the other gu that messed with me. I thought I was finally ‘over him’ although i still wonder if i actually like him or if it was just attraction. But today I looked at his facebook page and could look at all the little posts form his new girlfriend and have no problem but then as i scrolled down and I saw the posts from when it was me and him and I saw the little ‘love yah’ he posted on my wall back then I felt sad and now I’m wondering if i miss him. Do i really mss him tho? cause i kinda started haing him after i figured out what kinda guy he was and how i didnt like kissing him. and my boyfried now is so wonderful he makes e forget the other guy existed. why am i eeling like this?
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