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My delusions come crashing down and I realize, I screwed up…
I just experienced the loneliest moment of my life. I was crying my eyes out and then I realized… I had no one to call. Why was I crying? Because I finally realized that I’ve wasted 2 1/2 years of my life. My delusions and distractions came crashing and I realized that I am pretty much a high school drop out. No, not pretty much, I officially am. I was going to get my GED and everything and continue on to college like normal, but my dad has not taken me to get my GED yet or my liscence (so I can’t drive myself). I tried to stay positive about it but it just all hit me. I’ve been avoiding the truth of the matter that I’ve just been slacking, simple as that, and if I couldn’t handle high school work, what deluded me into thinking I could just go off and handle college level work? I just suddenly feel like a huge failure and, to make it worse, there’s no one for me to talk to about it. I just had to talk about it… Thank you for listening whoever reads this. It means a lot.
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