I feel often tired!
And think about, how to kill myself without making to much people sad!But it is probably not possible!I guess!!?Well i dont want put anyone in a dangerous situation too!!!So i still dont know what the best way is!Do somebody has a idea how? (well! no suffer will be good,not to much blood either!??and no risk to come back with the half of my brain,of course!!I dont want stay in Bed like a vegetable)Please dont try with new age theory!I am not that young anymore :-)) I had few Buddhist retreat behind alredy ,I read a lot of books(from Byron Kathie to Jed Mc Kenna…..)i went few time in the hospital by myself ,they give me different medication…And for sure i had good time in my life!Some people told me that life is unique and “for some of them” wonderfull?!(well Death is unique as well,Wonderfull i dont know….Do you!)??SO dont try to convince me (and convincing yourself! :-))that is something wrong to want to die ,but give me please,a construtive advice for a quick end!Or a least usefull one(could be then a little bit painfull…) Thank you very much! :-}
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