marriage help: Worst day yet…Not feeling well.

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Worst day yet…

Not feeling well. I’m so scared. I’m really losing it. My wife is in denial. She claims I’ve pushed her away. I think she wants to leave me. I can’t do this alone. I’m afraid to go to a doctor. Can someone say a few prayers for me, please?

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An Unknown Location | 2 years, 10 months ago (0 minutes after post)

I will..

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JoJo 7 #
Fort Collins, CO, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (1 minute after post)

I am praying for you.

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (6 minutes after post)

we are praying for you, 2B. God bless you!

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2BHelpful 7 #
Southwick, MA, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (10 minutes after post)

I’m really freaking out. Trying to stay busy to occupy my mind….I have to see a doctor, I’m panic stricken at the thought. My wife thinks I’m fine…I’m not. I haven’t told my boss I’m sick. I’ll lose my job. It’s so hard to go to work. Now I’m depressed. I’m scared. I feel so hopeless. I don’t want to die. I promised my son we could go on vacation next month. I don’t know if I’ll be well enough then. I know I’m rambling. I’m just so scared. I lost my friend at 30 years old 6 months ago. He had cancer, and he suffered for soo long. I can’t go out like that. FUCK! I’m really losing it. This is a really bad night.

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2BHelpful 7 #
Southwick, MA, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (31 minutes after post)

I really could use some words of wisdom here……thoughts?

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (32 minutes after post)

Want to talk, 2B?

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2BHelpful 7 #
Southwick, MA, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (39 minutes after post)

Yes

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (1 hour, 58 minutes after post)

2Bhelpful, when you come back on please fill us in on if you have been actually diagnosed with cancer, what kind if you have and what treatments ie, surgery, radiation, chemo have you had and what makes you feel you may not live until next month?

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (3 hours, 45 minutes after post)

Hey, 2B.

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2BHelpful 7 #
Southwick, MA, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (3 hours, 47 minutes after post)

Hi. I’m sorry I haven’t replied. I was starting to calm down a bit. Just thinking really stresses me out. I am so freaked out that I don’t even want to talk…..I’m really scared.

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (3 hours, 49 minutes after post)

2B, you know it would help tremendously if you could voice your fears to another. Are your fears grounded?

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2BHelpful 7 #
Southwick, MA, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (3 hours, 52 minutes after post)

Grounded? Not sure what you mean?

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (3 hours, 57 minutes after post)

Are all of your fears based in fact or possibilities?

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2BHelpful 7 #
Southwick, MA, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (4 hours, 1 minute after post)

A little of both. I’m more afraid of what I DON’T know. Ever since I was told that I’m sick, I have been petrified to even CALL a doctor. I literally just….cant. I cannot even accept it.

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candp 38 #
Las Vegas, NV, US | 2 years, 10 months ago (4 hours, 8 minutes after post)

2B, you mentioned before that you have a 30 yr old friend that passed from cancer 6 months ago. That is why we are wondering if you have actually received a diagnonsis for you and what kind of cancer you have. We would hate to see you suffer through a Cancer journey mentally if it is not warranted.

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An Unknown Location | 2 years, 9 months ago (3 days, 4 hours after post)

I can definately pray for you. Remember that God’s in control and that He loves you. He says he has plans for you–to make things better. Run to Him because he died at the cross as a sacrafice so that you’d be forgiven for the things you’ve done. Let him take the guilt away.

Jeremiah 29:11 11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

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