Person help: I’m going to die tonight, need a record to show I was alive.

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I’m going to die tonight, need a record to show I was alive.

Gabo thank you for everything, yo may not know it but you kept me going this long. Garoo, you were one of my main reasons for living, you cared more in such a short time then most people ever did. Desiree, you were my best friend, without you I couldn’t have made it this long. Breanna, my twin… I hope you find the man of your dreams, you were the one person who always had my back, I wish you all the happiness in the world…. mom, don’t blame yourself for this…. I can’t take the pain, the loneliness, the hatred from people who don’t even know me. I just can’t… I’m sorry…

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blackbook668 1 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years, 1 month ago (1 minute after post)

You shouldn’t kill yourself.

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urkindabeautiful 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 1 month ago (6 minutes after post)

NOO…please dont do this… :(…o many ppl will miss u…do u really wanna put ppl u love thru so much pain and suffering… :(

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miriamtaylo 2 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years, 1 month ago (18 minutes after post)

Could you please, please call, text or email either Breanna, Desiree, Gabo, Garo or your mum before you make any big decisions tonight? If not them, then try the helpline number to the right of this screen.

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Princess K 10 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years, 1 month ago (47 minutes after post)

no wait.. pls dont. Talk to me? i have been there many times and back.. talk to me, here for u :)

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Dr. Ozy 34 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 1 month ago (3 hours, 25 minutes after post)

um, they won’t get this message unless they’re users on this site.
why are you going to kill yourself?

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Thrennk 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years ago (2 weeks, 5 days after post)

please- I need you to help me hold on, too. Would you help me find a reason to keep going?

Princess K 10 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

Thrennk wrote:
please- I need you to help me hold on, too. Would you help me find a reason to keep going?

hey! yes of course I will:)

You are a lovely person and life is too short and to worthy enough for you to leave behind just like that. Life is like a precious jewel that you do not want to let go, something that you have hugged tight to yourself.

Believe in yourself and I know that you will be strong and reach for the stars and fly with your dreams. Here for you if you think you need a chat:)

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Thrennk 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

Thank you. Your response has me weeping. I am so drained and confused, but I understand that as long as there is hope- even the smallest bit, then maybe it’s enough to see what it brings. Many, many blessings to you.
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Princess K 10 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

Aww, ur welcome:) lol i was gonna say a lot more but then am really busy trying to ‘revise’ lol. Yes of course hope is the key to life. Hey you know this time last year i was very suicdal, but failed at it. So i understand and u can talk to me, if u feel like it:) added u as a firend as well:):)

And thank u for the blessings, mwahh..may God bless u very much:)
lol siya, mite go to bed now x

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Princess K 10 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years ago (2 weeks, 6 days after post)

lol and sorry, didn’t mean to make u cry..

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