Ok, about the title has to do nothing about real terrorists, just unwanted, incoming feelings.
Yesterday my bf came over and fell asleep together. Today I woke up and felt soo odd and different. My stomach couldn’t stop making flips all around, which sent me straight to the bathroom to vomit.
I asked my bf to leave, and that I was sorry and seriously embarrassed about my behaviour; he said to call if I needed anything, then left. I know this will sound ridiculous and childish, but I just want this to stop.
Usually I block my feelings, but today that was not possible; and it was like so many feelings were pouring me, like every single one, I trully didn’t know what to do but felt panic coming on me. I tried to explain this to my mother, she didn’t really understand.
After a while I just went to my room and stayed there, and out of nothing I broke down, I somehow feel exposed today. I know this is all very silly, but I just want this to stop since I’m very unconfortable with myself. I have never dealt with this type of wave of emotions, crushing on me.
Please, help me. I just want it to stop.
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