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I was molested as a young girl by one of my mom’s best friends sons.
He had forced his younger brother to touch me and himself after making us touch him. I think I’ve always related sex to this without meaning to. In high school I lost my virginity at 14 to my boyfriend of a year and three months; it didn’t mean anything. He dumped me, I had sex with future boyfriends none of it meaning anything for me. Some boys seemed to care about me rather than just the sex. I began to think that’s all guys really wanted. After moving out of state for college I met my husband. We had screwed on the first date and never really stopped. I got pregnant way to fast for our relationship; we have a son and already have another on the way. We celebrated our one year anniversary last month. I’m only 20. I only feel stress lately. My husband is working long hours, mostly night shift which means he sleeps through the day and doesn’t help with our son. I feel to alone. Overwhelmed. Over stressed. And I honestly don’t know if I can handle full-time school, two kids and a part-time job. Especially if my husband continues to become less and less helpful. Even simple requests like “Can you hand me his bottle” which happens to be closer to you than me seem to annoy him.
What should I do?
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