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i do all the time i am deppressed alout lately seems on here somtimes its hard to talk to people cuz they never respond to posts why u deppressed

Well I can’t say that I have been depressed recently but I know the feeling all to well. I’ve had my own run-in a few years back but I managed to survive (luckily). Sure, it would be extremely easy to end it all but it would be a waste. All I can really say is that there has to be more out there and if I can’t find it, then I am going to make it.

yeah,i have alout of bad thoughts but i have been dignosed with parinoid schizophrina as well the doctor says im croicly suicidel mind i have been ok for like a year very happy actrully till 5 days ago were verything went down hill

Often actually, I’ve flipped out before and had to be tackled by friends so I couldn’t run into traffic (though that was during a panic attack too, which kind of only makes it scarier. I tend to lose it during major panic attacks and my depression gets so bad I do really stupid stuff). It’s really easy to die. The scary kind of easy. I’m more afraid that one day my depression will get really bad and I’ll just act and *poof* there I’ll go.

i also have bad panic attacks that last as long as 4 hours to 6 my heart races i get more and more parinoid very scary actrully

corriga wrote:
Often actually, I’ve flipped out before and had to be tackled by friends so I couldn’t run into traffic (though that was during a panic attack too, which kind of only makes it scarier. I tend to lose it during major panic attacks and my depression gets so bad I do really stupid stuff). It’s really easy to die. The scary kind of easy. I’m more afraid that one day my depression will get really bad and I’ll just act and *poof* there I’ll go.

bigkilladirtynort wrote:
i also have bad panic attacks that last as long as 4 hours to 6 my heart races i get more and more parinoid very scary actrully

corriga wrote:
Often actually, I’ve flipped out before and had to be tackled by friends so I couldn’t run into traffic (though that was during a panic attack too, which kind of only makes it scarier. I tend to lose it during major panic attacks and my depression gets so bad I do really stupid stuff). It’s really easy to die. The scary kind of easy. I’m more afraid that one day my depression will get really bad and I’ll just act and *poof* there I’ll go.

they don’t last that long, what you experience is the “rolling” effect. They keep compounding each other and you can’t get yourself to settle so one just rolls right into the next. I use to spend days like that. There was a 3 month period I couldn’t go anywhere but my room, the living room, and the kitchen. and that was only because I had to cross the living room to get to the kitchen when I was really hungry.

i got very deppressed in the last few days after my parents divorced i felt there blaming me and they said alout of hurtfull things to me i thought here we go back to square one they kicked me out of house im with my friend at her house till tommorow but im starting to get bad thoughts again and i know my schizophrina is getting worse i even get parinoid about eating food and drinking from cups i use like 20 a day

rolling effect sounds about right and i make it worse cuz i have parinoid schizophina so i scare myself more and more

i find most doctors now a days dont give a **** theysay ok then relese u i have had them say next time u attempt suicide finish the job! i was shocked i was seeking help but told to do the oppisite,i see alout of shadows and hear voices when no ones around i wont sleep in the dark i have the feeling im being watched by somthing or someone even when there are no windows,worse i somtimes wet at night or during the day have incontince due to fear or being afraid to go into a washroom

While not currently or recently depressed I have had my moments of very severe depression to the point where I had to stay in a psych ward b/c of attempts of suicide. I had tried to hang myself and (luckily) I lived through it. More recent than that I had OD’d on one of my meds. The hospital doctor told my counselor, at the time, that I was in a bad place and lucky that I made it out alive. I have to say, after every attempt while I felt terrible, terrible enough to attempt suicide, I was glad that I made it through to see the next day because it was always better than the day I had attempted. One thing I learned from being depressed was that antidepressants are not always the answer, sometimes they’re the cause or the reason you’re feeling so horrible. Once my doctor took me off my antidepressants I started feeling 100% better. If you’re on antidepressants that may be the reason you’re feeling suicidal and depressed (especially if you are a teen or young adult.) I suggest talking to your doctor about weaning you off your meds and seeing how you do off the antidepressants compared to on them. I wish you the best of luck!

i dont tell people if i am suicidel anymore cuz i hate police they come arrest you make u sit in a cell at hospital then doctor still dnt give a **** i hate cops so ya

bigkilladirtynort wrote:
rolling effect sounds about right and i make it worse cuz i have parinoid schizophina so i scare myself more and more

umm. I’m normaly not one to be for medication, but schizophrenia is REALLY one of those things you should be on medication for, especially if it’s noticeable. I mean, with the hallucinations and all.

i know i need to get meds i was on them but stopped taking them they made me sick and feel week,and dont think i let people notice it when i see things or hear i just like to be alone that way no one see s me do u know what i mean

savanna017 wrote:
People dont like me either. Nor do I like them. And yes, I understand what you are saying. Though its not hatred twards me, but indifference. Thats What I find bitterly amusing. Not many people care about another. I can go right up and tell anyone- even my mother- and say I want to kill myself. I soppose they just dont believe me?

In times of distress people are known to get very emotional and say things they don’t mean and will likely cease thinking once they calm down. People have been trained to think anyone acting out is merely being “overly emotional” and it will pass. You have to calmly convey that this is not that case if you want people to take you seriously. Yelling, screaming, crying, any acts with great emotional emphasis will be disregarded as “they’re just having a bad day and need to calm down”

savanna017 wrote:
Though I would rather not go to the hosbital. so I soppose its a good thing

i agree i hate the hospital one tie i was in there i wanted to prove i wasint joking around i wanted to prove to this doctor i needed help and to help me i put a razor blade in my shoe after police arrested me and when he came in the room i cut myself deep infront of him he didint even move a inch he was scared i was super angry and didint care about anything i was hearing voices really bad i only rmember this cuz the nurse told me what i did 4 days later they said i was speakinga unknown laguage and chanting she said my eyes were deep red she said it was very scary

bigkilladirtynort wrote:
i know i need to get meds i was on them but stopped taking them they made me sick and feel week,and dont think i let people notice it when i see things or hear i just like to be alone that way no one see s me do u know what i mean

I’m not saying you do, I’m just saying it’s very much not a good thing and can only stand to hurt and not help you. Unfortunately, for most mental disorders, because psychology is still very much a research trial-and-error field, medications are hit and miss and you have to keep trying till you find one that works.

i know the hit an miss beleve me….

corriga u are blackng out for short periods i have that alout and have had for a long time but i see things in diffrent time when i black out and it usally comes true within the future or i can get violent but thats only happened 2 times and both were in hospital and with staff and i was not violent to long let me tell u lol they got tons of back up i remember once a nurse said i blacked out for 5mins and it took 15 big male staff to get me down

bigkilladirtynort wrote:
corriga u are blackng out for short periods i have that alout and have had for a long time but i see things in diffrent time when i black out and it usally comes true within the future or i can get violent but thats only happened 2 times and both were in hospital and with staff and i was not violent to long let me tell u lol they got tons of back up i remember once a nurse said i blacked out for 5mins and it took 15 big male staff to get me down

yeah, I don’t get angry or violent, I just go about my normal life only I don’t remember it.

savanna017 wrote:
I did not do that. I showed her one of my “I want to die” posts.. She started screaming at me about how I was being a *****.
yeah..that’s kind of the equivalent.
Though I soppose Ive never really tired to tell anyone.. As I said. Ide rather not go to the hosbital and be forced to take meds.. That would complely ruin any chance of actually commiting suicide…

savanna017 wrote:
I did not do that. I showed her one of my “I want to die” posts.. She started screaming at me about how I was being a *****.

Though I soppose Ive never really tired to tell anyone.. As I said. Ide rather not go to the hosbital and be forced to take meds.. That would complely ruin any chance of actually commiting suicide…

you’re mom likely saw that and thought you think she’s a horrible mother and was blaming her because you’re having problems. Teenagers today have it very differently from how their parents had it. psychology only came into it’s own as a field in the 1940s/50s, so people of the 60s/70s/80s really don’t get it.

if you didint go through with it please respond to me we an talk

savanna017 wrote:
I think I am just going to do it. Go hang myself.

what time is it there

oh ic were u live like city just woundering im from alberta edmonton canada

oh ic whats pa stand for? i ave low education and my learning level is low sory

savanna017 wrote:
It makes sence to me. I am often told I have “poor communication skills”

Then I want to tell you that I spent days on end thinking only of how to have the social wisdom to communicate and relate to people, and in the course of about three weeks I went from not feeling capable of talking to anyone to easily talking to anyone in sight, offline or on. It’s because I was just focused on improving social skills, minute after minute, day after day. That’s just a short-term fix, because then a few days ago I decided I need to work on something else, so my communication skills are noticeably vanishing again as I shift to something else, but at least I know for sure that there are effective ways to just work on being better with people.